"Bad things are always going to happen in life. People will hurt you. But you can't use that as a excuse to hurt someone back."

Hello earthlings, aliens, monsters, fairies!! *WAVESSSSSS* It has been ages since i last blogged huh? ._. I was intending to blog about my 5days at KL and genting which i went during the june holidays. But the sad thing is i lost my camera and it means all my photos are GONE~ I swear i was SUPER ULTRA MAJOR sad okay! But mummy brought me a new camera and brought one for herself too! Awww... Thank you very muchie mummy! :-*) Okay ennough of craps, tution later and i only slept for few hours last night. Shall quickly finish this post and get some rest before attending tution. Can you guys remember that pubor up there? YES YES YES! She's AhJas TYR! (: Been meeting her these few weeks and have loads of H2H talks with her! Love her ttm! *insert loads of hearts* On the 30th June i think? Prepared and camwhore at home, then trained down to AhJas' DearDear house!

Met her at her house, waited for her to prepare finished and we bused down to Serangoon Nex! Walk around and something damn epic happened! EH EH EH! MUST THANK ME HORS YOU THIS PUBOR! Haha ! Shall keep it as a secret. *winkwink* after that, we went to toilet and camwhore alot!

I swear we are both camholic uhs! Took damn freaking lots of photos with my new cammy. Took me so long to upload all these photos at blogger and facebook! There are still more okay! (: This post will be more photos than words la~ Who will be reading it anyway? People always view the photos but not read what we bloggers type what. ENOUGH CRAP!

I swear i am so jealous of this bitch's hair! She dyed it REDDDDDD! :@ Actually i also got helped her dye hors! I ALSO WANTTTTTTT THIS HAIR COLOUR!!! But i have to wait till Dec holidays. Saddist huh? And her hair is freaking long. She better don't stay out late at night. Will scare people to death, whats more is 7th month now. hahaha. More pics to go~

Trying to act cute uhs this photo. -.- It reminds me of how i take photo when i was Pri 6. I remember i used to take photo like this with minxuan and co. hahaha.

Was being kind to upload this pubor's face up here. SEE! I VERY GOOD RIGHT? I KNOW I KNOW! :B LOL! Okay la okay la~ To be honest, I was just thinking she is chio so she can help me beautified my blog post also mahs! She is really photogenic and pretty okay! *JEALOUS*

Can't believe we are really so crazy right? Took damn a lot photos! Could have split this post into 2 posts. But was afraid i am lazy and didn't want to post. ._. After camwhoring in the female's toilet, we went to the baby's changing room to camwhore again! Cause was feeling paiseh keep staying at the toilet and camwhore. Then when we walk out, we saw the baby's changing room and AhJas' DearDear said: "we should have take photo here la! No people one." Then i immediately dragged her into the room and continue snap here and snap there! HAHA. We damn buey ba (not paiseh) one~

UNGLAM SIA ME! I was actually trying to adjust my headband, then that bitch went to snap! LOLOL!

Okay, this one was purposely one! haha, trying to act cute only~ NOT HAPPY DON'T SEE LA! nobody force you to see okay losers! -.- You can click on that red cross at the top right hand of your screen or simply press Alt-F4 !

Actually there are still more photos, but i am really lazy to upload ALL OF THEM. This post is long enough already la. :P Shall end here, really couldn't stand it already, i wanna take a rest! Will update again when i have photos and when i have time okay? Can't make promises to you guys when will the next update be. Cause school have reopen and EOY is coming real soon. Have to start studying. ): sobs. Thou i won't be active at blogger, but you guys can follow me at twitter @18th_love! I am super active there! Its like i would really tweet every single day! Ask me questions at Formspring too alrights? I did a long post ehs! Don't do this to me. ): I promised if i received lots of questions, i will update more often okay? :D CIAOS~

" HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY!!"

Happy 1 year anniversary baby boy. I did this post 30 mins before 12 as i wanna post in when the clock strikes 12 and the date is 18/06/11! A few pics before i do my dedications for you alrights?

Baby, do you remember all those pictures above? It was all taken during our 1st and 2nd month anniversary. When i was uploading these pictures, i look through all our pictures again. Lots and tons of memories flashed back. I remember how we first met at Ahling's birthday. Then we met at vivo again. You look after me when i am sick and fed me with medicine. You didn't slept well that night because you were worried for me and you fed me porridge as i have no strength to eat. I remember i quarreled many times with my dad cause i wanna ton and he don't allow. In the end, you are the one getting scolding each time. But you've never scolded me when my dad misunderstand you. I told you my past when i knew you from the start, cause i didn't want to hide anything from you. At first i thought you will not accept me after listening to my past. But you didn't, you accepted me for who i am, you didn't ask me to change and told me to be who i am. I know you always give in to me. Like when we go watch midnight movies at tiong, i wanna walk home. But you work for the whole day and you are very exhausted already, yet you still willing to walk home with me. I really enjoy having heart-to-heart talks with you when we are walking home. We always have endless topics to talk about.

These 1year isn't easy baby. we have been through tremendous ups and downs. There was once we quarreled till very badly and everything almost ended just like that. Thou it was a bad memory, but it is also a good thing isn't it? As we both understand each other more. The last night before you go in army, i couldn't sleep , but i didn't dare to wake you up. I looked at you and i realised i really can't do without you baby. You are already a part of my life. I hugged you tightly and cried cause i am afraid of letting you go, i dun want to leave you. Baby, i really appreciate it that you always think of me first than any other things. You always asked what i wanna eat, what i wanna do, where i wanna go. Sometimes i know you didn't really wanna go, but because of i said i wanna go, you kept quiet.

When i go out with classmates or friends, you will always worried for me. You will keep msg me to know what i am doing and ensure my safety. I know this post is just not long enough, but if you put everything i said to you this 1year, it is really alot baby. There is still alot more things i wanna say to you. But i dun wanna say it one shot at here. I wanna say it when we continue to walk home together and i wanna tell you every single day. I wanna tell you every single things that happens in my life till death. So i will never let your hands go till death alrights? I assure you my boy, my love for you is not just this, there is more baby. I really missed every night we talked on the phone before we get to bed. I hope when school reopens , we can continue doing this alrights? I am really sad you couldn't spend our 1year anni with me. But i know you have no choice as you got to work. You promised me you will pay it back to me one hors! :D I wanna go airport once again with you baby! How i really wished you can go overseas with me! All thanks to stupid army laa! :@

Alrights! i shall end here , I hope you enjoy reading this space that i specially post for you. Once again, HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY NICHOLAS SKJ! My 18th's baby boy. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥