Kristin's Love Journey

2011-08-14T14:09:00.011+08:00

"Bad things are always going to happen in life. People will hurt you. But you can't use that as a excuse to hurt someone back."

Hello earthlings, aliens, monsters, fairies!! *WAVESSSSSS* It has been ages since i last blogged huh? ._. I was intending to blog about my 5days at KL and genting which i went during the june holidays. But the sad thing is i lost my camera and it means all my photos are GONE~ I swear i was SUPER ULTRA MAJOR sad okay! But mummy brought me a new camera and brought one for herself too! Awww... Thank you very muchie mummy! :-*) Okay ennough of craps, tution later and i only slept for few hours last night. Shall quickly finish this post and get some rest before attending tution. Can you guys remember that pubor up there? YES YES YES! She's AhJas TYR! (: Been meeting her these few weeks and have loads of H2H talks with her! Love her ttm! *insert loads of hearts* On the 30th June i think? Prepared and camwhore at home, then trained down to AhJas' DearDear house!

Met her at her house, waited for her to prepare finished and we bused down to Serangoon Nex! Walk around and something damn epic happened! EH EH EH! MUST THANK ME HORS YOU THIS PUBOR! Haha ! Shall keep it as a secret. *winkwink* after that, we went to toilet and camwhore alot!

I swear we are both camholic uhs! Took damn freaking lots of photos with my new cammy. Took me so long to upload all these photos at blogger and facebook! There are still more okay! (: This post will be more photos than words la~ Who will be reading it anyway? People always view the photos but not read what we bloggers type what. ENOUGH CRAP!

I swear i am so jealous of this bitch's hair! She dyed it REDDDDDD! :@ Actually i also got helped her dye hors! I ALSO WANTTTTTTT THIS HAIR COLOUR!!! But i have to wait till Dec holidays. Saddist huh? And her hair is freaking long. She better don't stay out late at night. Will scare people to death, whats more is 7th month now. hahaha. More pics to go~

Trying to act cute uhs this photo. -.- It reminds me of how i take photo when i was Pri 6. I remember i used to take photo like this with minxuan and co. hahaha.

Was being kind to upload this pubor's face up here. SEE! I VERY GOOD RIGHT? I KNOW I KNOW! :B LOL! Okay la okay la~ To be honest, I was just thinking she is chio so she can help me beautified my blog post also mahs! She is really photogenic and pretty okay! *JEALOUS*

Can't believe we are really so crazy right? Took damn a lot photos! Could have split this post into 2 posts. But was afraid i am lazy and didn't want to post. ._. After camwhoring in the female's toilet, we went to the baby's changing room to camwhore again! Cause was feeling paiseh keep staying at the toilet and camwhore. Then when we walk out, we saw the baby's changing room and AhJas' DearDear said: "we should have take photo here la! No people one." Then i immediately dragged her into the room and continue snap here and snap there! HAHA. We damn buey ba (not paiseh) one~

UNGLAM SIA ME! I was actually trying to adjust my headband, then that bitch went to snap! LOLOL!

Okay, this one was purposely one! haha, trying to act cute only~ NOT HAPPY DON'T SEE LA! nobody force you to see okay losers! -.- You can click on that red cross at the top right hand of your screen or simply press Alt-F4 !

Actually there are still more photos, but i am really lazy to upload ALL OF THEM. This post is long enough already la. :P Shall end here, really couldn't stand it already, i wanna take a rest! Will update again when i have photos and when i have time okay? Can't make promises to you guys when will the next update be. Cause school have reopen and EOY is coming real soon. Have to start studying. ): sobs. Thou i won't be active at blogger, but you guys can follow me at twitter @18th_love! I am super active there! Its like i would really tweet every single day! Ask me questions at Formspring too alrights? I did a long post ehs! Don't do this to me. ): I promised if i received lots of questions, i will update more often okay? :D CIAOS~

2011-06-17T22:54:00.007+08:00

" HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY!!"

Happy 1 year anniversary baby boy. I did this post 30 mins before 12 as i wanna post in when the clock strikes 12 and the date is 18/06/11! A few pics before i do my dedications for you alrights?

Baby, do you remember all those pictures above? It was all taken during our 1st and 2nd month anniversary. When i was uploading these pictures, i look through all our pictures again. Lots and tons of memories flashed back. I remember how we first met at Ahling's birthday. Then we met at vivo again. You look after me when i am sick and fed me with medicine. You didn't slept well that night because you were worried for me and you fed me porridge as i have no strength to eat. I remember i quarreled many times with my dad cause i wanna ton and he don't allow. In the end, you are the one getting scolding each time. But you've never scolded me when my dad misunderstand you. I told you my past when i knew you from the start, cause i didn't want to hide anything from you. At first i thought you will not accept me after listening to my past. But you didn't, you accepted me for who i am, you didn't ask me to change and told me to be who i am. I know you always give in to me. Like when we go watch midnight movies at tiong, i wanna walk home. But you work for the whole day and you are very exhausted already, yet you still willing to walk home with me. I really enjoy having heart-to-heart talks with you when we are walking home. We always have endless topics to talk about.

These 1year isn't easy baby. we have been through tremendous ups and downs. There was once we quarreled till very badly and everything almost ended just like that. Thou it was a bad memory, but it is also a good thing isn't it? As we both understand each other more. The last night before you go in army, i couldn't sleep , but i didn't dare to wake you up. I looked at you and i realised i really can't do without you baby. You are already a part of my life. I hugged you tightly and cried cause i am afraid of letting you go, i dun want to leave you. Baby, i really appreciate it that you always think of me first than any other things. You always asked what i wanna eat, what i wanna do, where i wanna go. Sometimes i know you didn't really wanna go, but because of i said i wanna go, you kept quiet.

When i go out with classmates or friends, you will always worried for me. You will keep msg me to know what i am doing and ensure my safety. I know this post is just not long enough, but if you put everything i said to you this 1year, it is really alot baby. There is still alot more things i wanna say to you. But i dun wanna say it one shot at here. I wanna say it when we continue to walk home together and i wanna tell you every single day. I wanna tell you every single things that happens in my life till death. So i will never let your hands go till death alrights? I assure you my boy, my love for you is not just this, there is more baby. I really missed every night we talked on the phone before we get to bed. I hope when school reopens , we can continue doing this alrights? I am really sad you couldn't spend our 1year anni with me. But i know you have no choice as you got to work. You promised me you will pay it back to me one hors! :D I wanna go airport once again with you baby! How i really wished you can go overseas with me! All thanks to stupid army laa! :@

Alrights! i shall end here , I hope you enjoy reading this space that i specially post for you. Once again, HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY NICHOLAS SKJ! My 18th's baby boy. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-06-12T07:52:00.003+08:00

"You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back. "

Using my iphone to update my blog. Its 8 o'clock now and i am freaking not asleep! :/ i am crazy already. Got tution ltr in the evening 5/6? Then after tution i wanna go find bby! ): i really miss him. Wondering how come i can go find him right? Cause he didn't go army!!! He kanna defer by the army ppl saying due to his medical conditions, he have to wait for another 3months. Haha. This is so stupid, i even cried in the train and worried for him! Did nothing much today, sleep > wakeup > met bby at my hse for dinner > went home > watch tv > do homework > watch videos and now here blogging! (: boring huh my life? No choice, school reopens got exams lehs! Mummy keep nagging me to study... Study... Study... Maths can seriously kill your brain cells okay! Haha. I am crapping already. Shall head to bed now! Stay tune for my next post alrights? (: comment or ask me anything at my Formspring and follow me at twitter @18th_love okays? (: love you guys!

2011-06-11T02:26:00.014+08:00

" DAY 1: The first day you left me.

Its 2.43am now and i am not asleep! I think i am becoming like a owl that sleeps in the day and wakes up at night. Haha. Well, today is my boy first day in army. I really wanna know how is he now. Is he doing fine? Is he able to sleep? He msg me today telling me to call him once i wake up and he got a good news to tell me. But when i called him, he didn't ans my calls nor reply my msges. I am really worried for him! :'( I wanna listen to his voice and see him now. Baby uhs baby.. Please sms me A.S.A.P can?! I promised you to blog every night to let you know what i am doing every single day. Despite i am doing the same things everyday, i will still blog to let you see. Its my promise to you alrights? (: Today i am gonna blog about 7th June, my day with my boy.

Woke up > bathe > makeup > trained down to dhoby ghaut to meet my boy. Had lunch at 'Just Acia'. Had ice cream there too! ^^ *hungreeey* Got to maintain! Growing fatter each day. Kill me please... Okay, back to where i stop. After eating, we went to plaza sing to make a new couple rings as i lost mine in school. -.- Bought our new rings and we went to the arcade to take neoprints. Its my first time taking neoprints with him. Was damn happy at first till the stupid machine pissed me off. I took 8 shots with bby and they only let us choose 2 shots. WTF. Then headed to punggol mall and walk around. Took pictures in the train. Damn epic i swear, bby keep making me laugh. I really miss him.

I rmb baby say must edit his unglam pics or he will kill me! NAH!!! i edit liaos. Nice right? hehe. There is more photos! I had a hard time uploading these pics cause blogger kept failing me. -.-

Bought a facial wash, 2 nail polish, packets of masks, bby paid for everything. Thank you sooo sooo much baby! Walked till 9plus, called leong (bby working friend) up and asked if he wanna go play pool. Then he agreed! So we called Joe & Evon (bby working friends also) and ask them if they wanna join, surprisingly they also wanna! (: There is more pictures coming up!

Trained down to lavender and quickly go toilet with bby. Both of us were super urgent at punggol already yet didn't say out till we reach lavender then we both say out. Funny max! Finish playing pool, wanted to go eat supper. But in the end someone suggested to go sheesha, so we headed to sheesha instead of prata shop. Stayed till 3am and Joe cab us back to bby's house to take money then cab back to my house. Thats all for the day! :D

Gonna watch show at funshion till i fall asleep. I really miss baby like crazy. ): Will blog again tmr. Ask me anything at Formspring and follow me at Twitter @18th_love alrights? (: bye!

2011-05-16T19:28:00.005+08:00

" Don't promise me anything if you know you are gonna break it in the end . "

currently at Aloha Loyang chalet celebrating my cousin's 1yrs old birthday . its dam big here laa ! most of my cousins have reached but bby has not !!! zzz ! i am missing him like fuck sia . D: wanna him faster come and meet me . my uncle brought alcohol ! got beer , wine and volka . ^^ gonna drink tonight . not alot pictures but will try update again alrights ? (: comment me at my formspring & follow me at twitter ! love ya!

2011-05-15T01:05:00.013+08:00

" Don't look back, because if you do, you will trip in the present and fall in the future . "

yesterday night ton with baby and only slept less than 2hrs i think? then met my classmates at IMM to do our project. chat and fool around , they are super funny i swear . make me laugh till stomach ache ! mostly talking and slack at MAC but still completed the project . (: okay time check : 3am ! and i am not asleep yet lehs!!! POWER! lacking if sleep and i am updating my blog . shall update about my15th birthday celebration ! had steamboat at my house with my school mates . (: some pics taken before the steamboat as everyone is not here yet . :x

well , everyone reached around 7 and we get started ! :D mummy bought alot of food . snap some of the food she bought . ONLY SOME ! there is still alot in the fridge , but didn't take out cause table not enough space . :/ take a look :

vegetarian dumplings! i love this . (:

not very sure wat is this . it taste like fish cake ? :x but very thin slice type. not bad only laa.

steamboat definitely must have fishballs and hotdogs right ? ate alot fishballs !

slice pork and chicken for bbq . (: mummy marinate this herself , super nice only ! LOVE HER LIKE MAD ! :D

prawns!! alot of people ate this . super fresh and nice . brought 3kgs of prawns back. haha .

sliced fish for soup . good for minxuan to eat as she was sick that day but she still came down to celebrate birthday for me . thanks my dear friend ! (:

cuttlefish on the left and the right one i am not so sure . but i am sure most of your have eaten it before and it taste like fish cake , not bad laa .

bought lots of veggies back as minxuan love to eat veggies ! only she love to eat veggies in our clique . she can everyday eat veggies and she dun mind . i am also influenced by her already! :/

japanese mushrooms . boyf love to eat this . (: bought 6 packets !

TA-DA!! this is how my steamboat looks like . (: can you see the bbq thingy ?! dunno which idiot put so much margarine on it . made the food super oily only ! then in the end we got to put tissues on our plate to suck up the oil , dam unhealthy lehs ! everyone was busy eating and some MONKEYS friends of mine went to use my laptop and camwhore themselves . HAHA . they spammed dam alot sia!

from left to right : charlene , jinxian and rhea . (: wat a black face they gave ? hehe . ^^ there is really alot ! took me some times to upload all this photos ! enjoy ~

can you recognise this person's face ? aww , its CHARLENE's face !

this is RHEA's face !

charlene took the dog baby gave for me during valentine . that crazy mini bombini !

ru hui came in also ! :D

not long , candice join in the fun !

min xuan got to leave early as she was sick , so we cut cake first .

my birthday cake !! ^^ nice right ? its super ultra chocolatey . urghhhhh . i am hungry now ... bear with it kristin ! bear with it ! after cut cake , the MONKEYS went back to camwhore and this time i decided to join in . well , not much of my photos cause my hair is super ugly that day . HATE YOU HATE YOU ! STUPID HAIR !!

the bbq was super hot so i tied my hair up . (: charlene and co went off around 11 . then boyf and co came . DRINK , DRANK , DRUNK !!! thats all i can rmb . rushing this post as i really wanna sleep already , i can't stand it . ): comment me at my formspring alrights ? (: follow me at twitter also @18_love . shall head to bed noaz ! bye peeps ! :-*

2011-05-07T01:20:00.011+08:00

" If people are trying to pull you down , be proud of it because it only confirms you are above them . "

hello earthlings or alien from outer space ~ gonna make thiss a short post i am feeling super sleepy alr . will update about my birthday celebration another time okay ? there is like lots of photos . i think about 40 plus ! :x 2nd may went jurong to walk walk with bby and eat pizza hut ! 3rd may , went out with my boy to dhoby ghaut to eat sakura as he promised me . gonna get super fat lorhs. hehe.

soup of the day : creamy mushroom soup.

i spam dam alot of pepper and baby was like " wah!! la si ni uhs later!! " HAHA! i dun believe and take a sip and i was like " OMG! dam alot pepper sia! "

luckily the drink came . or i confirm bth sia .

they only gave us one cup of sugar . so me and baby shared one cup and the ice lemon tea taste dam sucky . so we request for one more cup , this time it taste better . (:

then the pizza came , 4 pieces trio cheese . baby love this a lot as it is super super cheeessssy !!! :D hiak hiak.

then i ordered another 6 pieces chicken supreme pizza and i change the crust to the cheeessssy type . swear it is dam nice okay ! baby love to eat lots of cheese ! (: he ate dam alot okay ! (:

last but not least , my fav sweet and spicy drumlets !! ♥♥♥ after eating , went back home with baby and the next day we went to eat sakura around 6 plus . meanwhile camwhore with my boy first . ^^

look dam ugly as i put light make up . but baby say i look nicer like that . (: he is always soooo sweet !

took a picture of myself as baby got a phone call from his boss . :x then after he hang , continue canwhore ! (:

then was fooling around and baby say i shall do this !! he use his hands to cover my mouth and snap it . then he laugh at me ! ): stupid baby lorhs .

baby accompany me for 3 days straight and he got to go back work at thursday . ZZZ... yesterday night went to fairprice with baby to buy ham for my dad . in the end we went to shop for titbits and bought more and more stuffs . .__. baby even said he wanna buy the whole market if he got the money . LIKE WTF ? whaever things he saw , he also wanna buy it . snap down wat we bought !

this two packets of ham buy for daddy one . (: took 2 pieces to make bread for baby's breakfast today . he say very nice !

bought 2 cans of mushroom soup as i didn't have dinner and i am craving for mushroom soup . hehs . baby cooked for me to eat last night! *yummy*

then went to buy broccoli and one can of mushrooms as i wanna put it inside baby's lunch box today . my stupid boy only like broccoli , he dislike eating veggies ! stupid ass .

FYI , my boy got a nickname called ' ahmoo (cow) ' . now i know why he is called cow already ! he finish the banana one within one night and we shared the chocolate milk one today morning . he say he needs to replenish his milk ! HAHAHA !!

went buy titbits and i was super reluctant to leave this section .

went to pay money and sooo little things cause baby $30 alr . heart pain . :X done with my update and now i wanna grab some sleep as i am having tution later!! slept at 5 and woke up at 10 to prepare baby's lunch box . i just love my boy so much . gotta go , bye ~

2011-04-22T14:58:00.003+08:00

" I am trying so hard to get over you . But every time i see you , those butterflies return . "

hey hey hey ~ i know i am a bad blogger hur ? always say update then nvr update . but you see , my life is super boring ehs ! 2 more days to my birthday and i am celebrating tmr ! (: happy die me ! mummy opening steamboat for me this year . shall photospam and update a super long post okay ? (: hope no one and nobody will crash my plans ! :@ i was suppose to update my blog this afternoon while waiting for mummy and co to prepare finish and we are heading to bishan there to pai pai my great grandparents . :x but update halfway and daddy rush me to off the comp alr . so here i am now updating . nothing much actually , woke up around 11 plus , nua and watch tv then went to bathe . after that went to buy food for daddy and younger bro . after eating , webcam while waiting for mummy to finish preparing things . :x

without make up . YES YES ~ i know i am ugly okay ! keep your comments to yourself thank you ! :D

look at my adorable brother ! he look like he just woke up . :x haha .

only got a few pics as i look really ugly without makeup okay . :x LOL ! gonna remove my contacts and watch tv ! watching canto movies now , super exciting and funny ! :D shall photospam tmr ~ wait for my update okay . continue comment me hors ! love ya ~

2011-04-17T13:16:00.007+08:00

" Everyone gets mad when you lie, but they hate you if you tell the truth. There's no possible way to win here . "

gonna leave the house now and head to bugis and lots of places today . my babyboy say he wanna celebrate my birthday earlier as he got shows on my actual day . ): and and and ! i cut my hair , look dam cui only . :@ totally regretted cutting it . ): baby was laughing at me when he saw my fringe . ): gosh . dun think i will have lots of photos for you guys as i look really badly . ): sorry peeps . shall have lots of photo spams on my birthday alrights ? (: i promised ! *pinky promise* shall offline and go alr ! baby is complaining that he is hungry . hoho . that stupid cow ~ alrights shall not crap alr , gotta go . bye ~

2011-04-15T17:24:00.008+08:00

" A true friend is someone who accepts your past, supports your present and encourages your future . "

Soooooooo sorry for not updating this space for a very long time ! ): cause i haven been going out for quite some time , only school > lunch outside with sch mates (sometimes) > home > sleep > school ! and the cycle just kept repeating .so definately there is no photos cause i look super unglam . BUT BUT BUT ! i gonna say a big big THANK YOU to you guys for continue commenting me . and i know i have been replying my formspring questions very slow , so please forgive me okay ?! ): okay i shall not crap much and start posting ! (: gonna update this post with lots of photos to not let you guys get bored . 3 cheers for me ~ haha . okay okay , i am crapping again . :x well , last friday , which is the 8th April , i went to find my dearest ahling' bitchy & ahting' sissy at vivo . met ahling' bitchy and her boyf called jianting at our usual smoking place , chat and smoke while waiting for ahting' sissy! she was dam cute & funny when she came and find us .(: awwww , i miss the both of them ! ♥ joke around then they say wanna eat steamboat . was reluctant at first as i have not much cash , but since they really wanna eat it alot , so i said yes . :x

everyone was busy eating , so there wasn't much photos . :x and i am also lazy to update some . :x hehs . after eating , ling say wanna go toilet , so all of us went . as usual , camwhore inside the toilet ~

(ahting and me)
bet you guys miss her right ?! SEE THAT ! she became prettier alr . ): jealous die !

( ahting , me & ahling)
awww , super unfair lorhs , all of them become more and more pretty except me . ): getting more and more ugly each day . ): gosh ! didn't manage to camwhore alot as ahling's boyf is waiting outside for us . :x

came out of the toilet and this is wat i saw . ~.~ unfair hur ! making me jealous at there only , cause bby wasn't with me that day , he was working ! ): then ahting sissy say wanna go basement there and slack since it has alr renovate finished . (:

isn't it nice ?! quite a nice place for couple to sit down , enjoy the breezing wind and have some heart to heart talks . (: of course frens can also sit there and have some heart to heart talks ! sit there and camwhore again ~ jianting was making us laugh like shit . they were snapping lots of funny faces .

see this ?! ahling was doing this face and made me laugh like some mad woman ! :x funny isn't it ?! but at the same time it is kinda cute luhs , look like some typical xmm ~ haha .

then the jianting decided to take some funny photos toooo . like ahgua only ! HAHA !

i rmb this photo dam clearly ! jianting and us had this conversation that goes like this ,
Ahting & me : " eh , how you make that cock eyes one uhs ? how come only you and ling can do and we can't do ? "
Jianting : " cause this type of thing must train one . i from young train until can do one . "
Ahting & me : " really mehs ? how to train one ?! "
Jianting : " like that luhs ( then he start teaching) , BUT HORS , YOU DUN TRAIN UNTIL ZOU HUO RU MOU HORS ! NEXT TIME THE EYES BECOME LIKE THIS UHS ! "
then all of us started laughing dam hard ! if you listen to the way he says , it is super funny ! :D camwhore with ahting sissy alot ! (:

ahting say i look nicer without my fringe covering my eyes . :x THATS WAT EVERYONE SAYS ! haha , but i just dunno why i find it weird ~

after awhile , ahling say she wanna go toilet again .. LOL ! and ahting say okay as she wanna go camwhore ! haha , she is just so funny and adorable uhs ! (: so left jianting alone and we headed to the toilet . poor jianting ~

didn't take much as i have not much mood to take , i didn't know why . maybe i am missing bby too much that day ? ): he is always busy working uhs ! :@ headed back to find jianting and we started all the nonsense again .

see this pictures above ? jianting suddenly wanted to do these and told ahting to snap it for him ! super retarded only . i swear he is the joker of the year man ! (:

then suddenlt there was fireworks ! watching the fireworks and there goes jianting again ~ he say he wanna take a photo that looks like he has the fireworks in his mouth . he is super hilarious . haha , beginning i told ahling that her boyf sounded dam fierce on the phone , like dam dao only . then she say no , the boyf in real life dam kp one . i didn't believe till i met him that day , i seriously believed it ! LOL !

didn't manage to snap much photos with ahling that bitch that day . :x regretted ! ): i miss her so much ! ♥ but lucky we had some heart to heart talks . (: miss having heart to heart talks with her .

of course , not to forget my ahting' sissy ! she is super sweet , she help to edit my unglam photos before uploading to fb ! i love her so much luhs ! ♥ had a short heart to heart talk with her and a hug ! promised to give her cookies if i bake it again as i promised to give her on her birthday but didn't manage to due to some misunderstandings . hehs . gonna meet them soon to celebrate my birthday and photospam! :D bby is coming to find me ltr on . he delibrately took off on this sunday to celebrate my birthday earlier as on actual day he got expo show to do . ): gonna had a lot of fun with him . it had been a long time since we go out together . (: will photospam on sunday and update my blog when i am free okay ? (: wanna go watch my show and eat my dinner alr . (: continue commenting me alrights ? bye ~

2011-04-01T21:18:00.003+08:00

" Tears that i shed for you , are the words my heart uses to oxplain its pain . "

*sweeping spider webs* i am going to do a post that i long wanted to do , but just didn't manage to blog about it . :x but i make this clear : everything i post is my own thinking and point of views , so keep all your negative remarks to yourself . THANK YOU ! well i think i should start with some pictures to let you guys to guess wat i will be blogging .

bet you guys have guessed it alr isn't it ? YES YES ! i am gonna blog about the japan earthquake in 2011 . i suppose everyone knows wat has happened at japan isn't it ? the earthquake at japan fell on the march 11 . the earthquake that hit japan was the 5th largest earthquake on record . it was a very sudden thing , no one knew that such things will happened . the sudden earthquake cause most japanese to lose their love ones , properties and etc ...

yeah , the world is just like this . after the earthquake , the tsunami came . there were bus on top of a school , the ships to be in the middle of a road etc ... after the tsunami , the nuclear plant came into the problem as well ...

all these caused the japanese ppl to live with lacking of resources . but still , they dun snatch food or steals anything in the groceries shops . they still queue up orderly to buy things and etc . it is something that is very admirable . if singaporeans faces such things , can we still be performed like the japanese ? i seriously doubt so . all the kiasu aunties will be snatching and doing all those nonsense things to create more trouble . they will not help one another just like the japanese . they will only thought of themselves but not others . no offence seriously , i really think the japanese are doing a much better job than us . i really hope the japanese ppl can continue to stay strong and not to give up . all of us will be praying for you people and supporting you guys . jiayous japan ! shall post till here , gonna watch la bi xiao xin with my younger bro ! super cute and funny . (: hehs . continue to comment me okay ? i know it is getting more and more boring in my blog , but i have no chance to go out as i am super busy in sch . :X i will try my best to update this blog often okay ? love ya . bye ~

2011-03-25T18:00:00.002+08:00

" I am holding on to something and i don't know why i tried . "

hey earthlings ~ YESSSSS ! its friday again . :D bet all of you guys have plan where to go after sch or wat so ever isn't it ? but poor me , sitting in front of my lappy , stare at the screen and dunno what am i suppose to do for the rest of the hours before i sleep ! D: my babyboy is working at sembawang . :x dam far youmeiyou ? and i am super lazy to go . sorry baby . ): well , went to school for this week , everything is still the same , super bored ! ): but luckily i have my 2 JJs (fyi , they are my classmates) entertaining me with their jokes ~ haha . i dun usually go out during sch days as i will be so dam tired . SO SO SO ! no going out = no photos = lesser updates . D: i got nothing much to say as i am super tired . i know you guys will be bored reading this , but bear with me a little can ? i promised to update a post with lots of photos soon ! (: gonna watch tv ! ending here , bye ~

2011-03-19T19:59:00.012+08:00

"Tears that dropped are the words my heart uses to explain my pain . "

Hello my dear readers ! (: sorry for a not constant update as i have been super busy ! ): okay , gonna make it a long post , but it won't be a wordy one . as i still have alot alot of homework to complete and i am feeling very sleepy alr . ): well , on the 16th march (wednesday) , woke up around 8 plus , then nua for awhile then quickly go bathe , make up and prepare out . i look at the time , realised there is still time , so camwhore at home first . (: hehs !

This dog was given by my dearest boy during valentine day . (: it was super big haobuhao ! (L)

Reached vivo around 10.45 like that ? called minxuan and ruhui up , and they said that they on the way alr . :X so met rhea at daiso the smoking area there and have a puff first since she was the first to reach ! (: the both of us were waiting for like 30 minutes then they reached . slow hur ? :@ accompany ruhui and rhea to buy their kfc then headed to party world !!! :D SING , SANG , SUNG ~ took pics with my dearest frens also ! (:

Sung till around 4 plus ? then took mrt down to kallang and met baby inside the train . (: we decided to go changi airport to have a walk since we have alot of time till the BBQ starts . (: walked around with babyboy and chatted alot with him ! (: i swear i love him like crazy ! (L) joke around and were like laughing at some retarded stuffs . (: walked till tired and we started to camwhore . :D

Babyboy was trying to act emo and shuai at the same time . so so so ! wat you guys think ? laughs , i bet it look dam fail right ? and it failed badly hur ? he is gonna kill me when he see this ~

My babyboy took this for me ! he not only fail to act shuai and emo , he sucks at talking photos also ! :D hahah . JOKING ~ he says i look cute at this photo ! ^^

SO ! after the 'first failed' photo , he decided to take another one . laughs ~

Well , after the 'second failed' photo , he thinks that he sucks at zi lian , he asked me to take for him and he shall act shuai ~ and he claims that he is just being natural !!! BHB hur ?! (: laughs , i think this look better because is i take one !! *shy*

Then around 7 plus , we took train down to pasir ris and met his working frens at the chalet . (: slack there and ate alot of food ! *fats saying hello to me* hahah ! then at night headed to beach road for pool till morning . after that cab home to babyboy house and K.O straight away ! woke up around 4 plus in the afternoon and went home for tution . (: thats all for the day bahs ! (: gonna off my comp and quickly do my homework so i can get to bed early ! ^^ tmr is my younger bro's birthday ! mummy is opening a small party for him tmr . she say se gonna order lots of fooooood ! :D hehe . okay , shall end here . continue commenting me okay ! (: bye ~

2011-03-15T02:26:00.006+08:00

" To truly love and trust someone is to give them your heart knowing that they can break it anytime . "

hey earthlings ! (: i am sorry for not updating this space for such a long time . ): cause my internet broke down . >: duibuqi !!! D: so i am gonna updating this post with lots of pics okay ? (: on 5th march , went to find my dear aikiko ' sweetie . (: see , i so good go find her right ? (: hohoho ~ trying hard to recall my memory . met aikiko ' sweetie around 5 plus at serangoon mrt ders toilet as she wanna make up . after she make up , start to camwhore in the toilet while waiting for her fren andriel . bet you guys miss her right ? (:

well , i started to take her phone to camwhore myself . (: hehe . then i heard this auntie in the toilet shouting dam loud . we were like laughing at her !

see see see ! so many pimple up there . ): wanna just use a eraser to erase all my pimple sia ! D: i know i look ugly with my fringe up . dun laugh uhs ! ):

aikiko ' sweetie texted her fren and he say he reaching alr . so we went to the control station and waited for him to come . then i saw this guy like keep looking at us , so i asked her if the guy is her fren but she didn't hear me , and the guy have alr walked away . :x but surprisingly , the guy is really her fren ! haha . then went for a smoke and walked around nex . (: i swear nex is super big manczxzxz ! i walked till gong gong . :X haha , then suddenly say zhiming and katerine , chat awhile and say goodbye to them . (: continue walking , then her fren say wanna buy curry puff then we decided to sing k . (: walked to the k-box which aikiko 'sweetie intro , booked a room and we start singing k ! (: was okay only ~ not as nice as party world ! >: haha . camwhored while singing ~

after singing k , went to a playground to play swing . (: smoke and chit chat . went to take train around 9 plus to meet bby to celebrate his nephew's birthday ! (: super cute nahs him , first thing i went in , he asked me for present alr ! hahah ! ate dinner there , sing song , cut cake , eat cake ! (: then removed makeup , smoke another stick and toh straight away ! (: hehe . shall end my post here alr , bby is complaining he is hungry and wanna grab something to eat at MAC near my house . he is such a pig right ? (: but i love him like mad haobuhao ! (: he tmr no need to work , so we are heading out tmr ! *happy* bye peeps ~

PS:/ 3 more days to our 9 months babyboy . i love you ~

2011-03-06T00:21:00.002+08:00

" Tired ! "

just finished celebrating my boyf's nephew's birthday ! (: had a great time with my aikiko' sweetie ! (: feeling so tired alr , gonna smoke one more stick then K.O ! took alot of pics , but got to wait for aikiko' sweetie to update it . (: shall update tmr ? (: bye ;

2011-03-05T13:22:00.002+08:00

" Teach me how is it to be in L.O.V.E please ? "

i am back from boyf's house . stupid boyf make me so angry just now ! :@ i was so hungry and i told him to accompany me to have breakfast before going to work . but he keep sleep sleep sleep and drag time till nvr eat breakfast with me . made me to have gastric pain when i was on the way home . >: heading out to find my dear aikiko ' sweetie later on . (: gonna sing k ! *shy* will photospam and update my blog when i am back okay ? (: continue commenting me ! bye peeps ;

2011-03-04T17:07:00.008+08:00

" With a phone call , you leave me here with nothing at all . "

안녕하세요 ! hello hello ~ super bored at home now . waiting for mummy to be back home and have dinner with her then heading to bby house tonight to ton . (: i have nothing much to say today , so as i went through my comments , i saw one of my reader asked me who is my favourite k-pop band , and so ... i decided to do a post as about my favourite k-pop band !! :D lets take a peep at my favourite k-pop band pictures first okay ? (:

HAHA ! there is still one more picture for you guys to guess before i reveal the answer ! :B

Bet you guys already know the answer hur ? (: YESYES !! its ..... .... (drumroll)

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SHINee !

They are cute aren't they ? hohoho ! scroll down and see more of them !

Beginning i was wondering why were Min Xuan and Ru Hui so crazy about korean bands and especially SHINee ? everytime when they start talking about SHINee , they will go super crazy and they will start talking about it basically the entire day and it will be never ending okay ? :X i was thinking how nice and handsome can they be ? SO ... i went to look for SHINee songs in youtube . when i finish listening and watching the mv , i kept playin repeat . know why ? CAUSE I HAVE FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM ! :D haha ; then i look at this guy many many times . he is non other than

drumroll please ~

TATA ~

In case some of you dunno who is he , he is KEY ! :D he was the one that i fell in love with !! ^^ i know he is cute isn't it ? look at his pout face ? GOSH ! so adorable !!!!! HEHE . the pictures was shown in 'Hello' MV . (: go take a look at youtube when you guys are free . you will definately fall in love with him okay ?!

His real Name: Kim Kibum 김기범. his birthday fell on the 23rd september 1991 . his height is 177cm . His position in SHINee is a rap and vocal . He can speak clear english and chinese . HEHE ! means i can communicate with him when i meet him ! (: JOKING JOKING ~ i am dreaming only ! :X

For those who love KEY and is a big fan of him , here is a little info about him , i searched the net and they said KEY was a gifted varsity water-skier at Dae Gu Young Shin Middle School . He was discovered at the "2005 S.M. National Tour Audition Casting". Before debuting with SHINee , Key appeared in Super Junior's movie Attack on the Pin-Up Boys as an extra . Key was featured in label-mate Xiah's solo "Xiahtic" . and i also found out that he is called key was because he likes to solve things . COOL HUR ?! :B

Another interesting thing i found in the net about key . bet you guys will love it ! :D its is 20 facts about KEY in COOL轻音乐 magazine :
1. Will go to the CD shop and ask, "Where are the SHINee CDs? Are they selling well?" Cares about his welfare in outlook in life.

2. "Right from when we are trainees till now, the one who sings really well, dances superbly, gets angry only when it is an occasion to be angry about, makes people feel that "this guy is really amazing!", that person is Key." (JONGHYUN)

3. Has a love-hate relationship with horror movies and horror stories, he yearns for them but he is also scared of them, he likes them but he also dislikes them. He lost his composure/image in the cinema many times because of that, he is only able to rent horror movies/dramas to watch at home to continue scaring himself.

4. "I don't want a fantasy romance like those in the movies, I look towards a realistic and truthful relationship." Honest, straighforward and open minded girls are OK, but girls who are soft on the outside but really fierce on the insides are a NO. Must have an opinion, not be too girly, and must like to freely express what she likes.

5. In terms of dressing up as girls, Taemin is the most suitable, but the prettiest is still the one who is looking into the mirror (ie. Key), if he really wants to do it, even a true woman will not be able to match up to him. (Proudly)

6. Is confident that he can be a gourmet chef, nobody can escape his dumplings trap.

7. "To be an idol, it's not enough to just put in effort in the front appearance, your back appearance is important too."

8. Good at saying honeyed words, but hearing lines like "Are you hurt? I am hurting too." makes him burst out in laughter.

9. "If I were to become Yunhanam's director, the viewing rates ought to be able to rise." (smug)

10. His personal talent is imitating a robotic character from a cartoon show, the classic line being "Woah! Money! With money anything can be done!!"

11. Good at preparing, good at analyzing, belongs to the kind who is able to work out a plan from scratch with just a single detail.

12. "You cannot avoid me, you must look at me in the eyes."

13. It's his nature to take care of people? At first he was just Taemin's umma, after that his nagging extends to include all of the members, and now it is becoming that he nags at whoever he sees.

14. Still nagging. Because he has been too naggy, Taemin really wants to change his umma now...

15. Become a girl? Then he would date all the other members once and see how it is. Does not know how it is like when they are in front of a girl, he is really curious about it.

16. "The person who is able to meet an ET who has come to earth and not feel scared but instead in able to converse naturally with it is Key...Even if he is left on an abadoned island, he will still be able to find a way to survive." (JONGHYUN)

17. As long as he is being sincerely asked to do something, he will do it no matter how unwilling he is, even if he does not like to do it.

18. Sentimental and sensitive, even if it just a piece of paper from someone who he cares about, he will take really good care of it.

19. The group's No.1 in fashion. Red, white, blue, it is normal for him to carry off these colours which are easy to carry off, but for colours like pink and grass green which are more difficult to pull off, he is still able to do it.

20. "I hope that this album can receive a lot of love from everyone, and, if only our friends all know SHINee's songs, they only know 'Noona is so pretty'

DONE ! (: spent alot effort doing this okay ? >: so i wanna more comments uhs . (: maybe comment and give me more suggestions about wat to post alrights ? (: i am gonna watch tv and wait for mummy ! she's so slow and i am hungry ! :@ wanna go find boyf ltr , i miss him so much . >: gonna end here , bye peeps ~

2011-03-02T16:23:00.014+08:00

" It was fate ... I turned around and found you there . "

sorry guys for not updating my blog . >: forgive me alrights . >: see my heart up there ? yeah , its broken . i am super upset now . ):

I am gonna do a delication for my precious baby boy now . cause he always complain that i delicate for other people but never delicate for him ! he is super jealous haobuhao ? stupid baby ! i am doing a delication for you alr okay ?! dun say i bad hors ! (: you idiot .

Yes ! i was saying i am super upset and i felt so heart-broken . cause ! i didn't meet baby for like a week alr and i am missing him so much now . :@ but he had chosen to go out with his boss for dinner and leave me alone at home to do my project ! which he had promised to do with me okay ? :@ i feel so lonely right now haobuhao ! D: i just wish that baby can dun work and everyday just pei me . i wanna him to fetch me from school every single day . which he always failed to do so and instead , made me wait for him outside school . :@ i always wait for him to end work yet he always failed to fetch me from school . i waited alone for him at MAC for hours just to sit there and watch him work and simply do nothing . in return ? wat i get ? NOTHING !

i know you will be reading this and sms me saying sorry again . this is not the word i wish to hear , i wanna you to pei me more . i am not blaming you for everything . i know , if no work , means no money . i also know that you work is just to buy me things that i like and make me happy . i know you love me alot , i really do baby ...

but i really missed those days when we spent time together almost like everyday . i will never feel bored whenever i am with you , cause you always make me happy . (: thinking of you some times just make me smile naturally like an idiot .

Baby , we have been together for 8 months , coming 9 months on this 18th march . (: i have never regret being with you , however i felt so uphappy ! why i didn't met you earlier ? you are a totally awesome boyf . you always let me bite you , pinch you , kick your butt , smack you , take cane and 'soot' you , pluck your leg hair , pull your hair and lots of things ! okay , i know i sounded like the bad one , but baby is also very bad ders okay ? he always bully me and tickle me ! :@ LOL ! Baby , thanks for giving me a big doggy for valentine day . i love it ttm okay ? hope you love th food i cooked for you that day as well . (: i know this post i not long enough for you , but no words can describe how deep my love is for you . i just want you to know , no matter how tough things gonna be for us , i will never let you go . i wanna hold your hand and walk the life of journey together with you . rmb our promise ? if we really last for 10years , i will marry you . (: i believe we definately can do it okay ? (: Baby , iloveyou , 我愛你 , Je t'aime, Je t'adore (french) , 愛してるわ(japanese) , 사랑해 (korean) , Aku cintakan kau (malay) , Amo-te (portuguese) , Te amo (spanish) , ฉันรักคุณ , chan rak khun (thai) ♥♥♥ .

Okay ! i am done with my delication for my baby boy . (: wanna go watch my tv and do my homework alr . (: continue commenting me haobuhao ? bye peeps ;

2011-02-28T19:05:00.003+08:00

" Screw you hard you motherfucking bitch ! "

okay i am gonna be very rude and naggy at this post , pordon me alrights ? i am super piss off today and i have totally no mood to post something nice . ): i am having a bad headache tooooo . >: eeeek ; i seriously hate those bitches in my class . whole day only know how to interupt the teachers' teaching by talking to the teachers and make alot of noise . today my form teacher change our sitting position and i felt really unfair . she said she received lots of complained from other teachers that some of us have been talking alot in class and wanna some of us to be splitted up . then she fucking put me and my fren at the fourth row when we alr can't see the whiteboard very clearly ! NBCB . then when i say i can't see and wanna plead her to let me continue sitting there , she shouted at me : " Can your please do it quickly and cooperate with me ? Just move to the back now ! " then we lanlan bo wei gong , just fucking move to the back . then ltr she make this irrating boy sit beside me and seperate my frens , i felt even more piss alr , i was showing her black face by then alr . then she shouted again , " Why are your showing me all the black faces ? You guys think i really wish to change your seats ? Because of some of your , i also got to change other people seats , you think it is very unfair to you?! " then everybody diam diam . but i know she was talking abt me and my frens . -.- FUCKER . __ then after school , i talk to her nicely , she FUCKING argue with me and scolded me like some MOTHERFUCKER SHIT ! :@ talk until like she everything also right like that . -.- i told her say that HUIMIN & JASMINE with their groups of girls , sitting together and right at the front , always make noise and yet you dun change their seat or seperate them but change our seats when we very quiet . -.- then she tell me say they always sleep one , whr got talk . FUCK YOU DOG ! is you never see them talk in class only can ? -.- you said you receive complaints from teachers that the rest always talk . NBCB ! the most talkative one you dun change , the not talkative one you change ?! RETARDED BITCH ! you are just being so bias towards them luhs . admit it luhs DOG . aiya , fuck man ! -.- spoil my entire day mood . -.- shall end here . sorry peeps ! shall do a proper post tmr . (: continue commenting me alrights ? :-*

2011-02-26T17:30:00.010+08:00

" I just filled a suitcase full of regrets when you left me ... "

stayed at home the entire day , bored like hell . humph ! >: LOL ! so here i am here to post and fill up this space . (: i am so happy with th comments my readers gave me . thank you really very much . (: espcially one of them . <: well , i am listening music , drinking a drink that mummy special brew for me and sitting right in front of my comp posting now . haha . (: nothing to say much about today lehs ? :X just now daddy taught me how to marinate chicken wings and fried them . (: super nice haobuhao ! i love cooking ~ hahah , those who ate th food i cooked before , confirm know i can cook kinda well . :D hahah . dun say i BHB hors !!! its true okay ?! laughs ; shall stop crapping here .

Bet you guys have already guessed wat i am gonna do next right ? ^^ yesyes !! i am doing a delications again . <: and this time , i am doing for my another best friend Ru Hui . (: the photos above was taken during 'The Mocking Bird' play at victoria library also . (i have mention abt it at my previous post)

This was taken quite some time ago , it was during cross country . me , you , Min Xuan and Ching Lin went for a swim at Ching Lin's condo took one . (: we had a lot of fun that day . well , i have known you since pri 5 till now sec 3 . 4 years of friendship still counting down ... we have been through lots of ups and downs too okay ? (: During pri 5 and 6 , we wasn't really very close . you were closer with Ching Lin and we hardly talk ! so i don't know you very well back then . but one thing i am very sure is you are very cute and a very nice person . (: during graduation night , we did talk a little luhs . (: could still rmb 6D was a very bonding class , 6D won the inter-class games and 6D always cheer the loudest . hahah ; till sec 1 , me , you , Min Xuan and Ching Lin are in the same class . in SEC 1A , there were alot familiar faces , but not close at all . well , so the four of us were together . (:

( photo : ruhui {left} , me{right} )

Lots of things happened in between . our friendships had a lots of obstacles in between . i can never blame anyone but myself for bringing so much hurt to all of us . i changed alot from pri 6 to sec 1 , becoming more and more ahlian and my changes made all of us really super unhappy . your didn't expect me to become till like this , all of us were troubled by this friendship . when time passes by , i was really sick of going to sch as i didn't want to face this problem , i wanna avoid this problem . i always argue with you despite it is just a very small matter . i always use harsh words on you guys making you guys afraid of talking to me . i always do things my own way and not listen to your . but all this didn't make you guys give up on me ... you guys pulled me back and make me stand up once again . you were the one that gave me lots of encouragements in whatever i do .

(photo : ruhui {left} , me {right} )

I remember once , we went for CCA at another school . i was late , i told you to ask teacher wait for me , but teacher didn't want to . and i got to take cab and pay for myself . :X when i reached , you and Min Xuan came out and fetch me . when i alight , you broke down in front of me saying that it was your fault . my silly girl ! we laugh together , had a lot of heart-to-heart talks . you never fail to make me laugh with you little actions and nonsense . you comfort me whenever i am upset , lend me a listening ear whenever i have things to say . i rmb th last day of our class chalet , there were only a few girls left . we wanted to coat th chicken wings with butter , so i use my hands to do it , then Charlene uses her hand to take charcoal to make the fire . after everything was done , the both of us went to disturb the rest of your , making you guys have butter and charcoal all over . hahah ! then we went to toilet to clean up . me and Charlene start using th water hose to spray you guys . laughs , making th whole toilet super wet ! HAHAH !

I have never forgotten the days i spent with you . when i am typing out this delications , everything start to rewind back . how i wish time could rewind back to the chalet and i hope it could be like a photograph , all of us stopping at that moment . cause it gonna be the most memorable day . whenever i am with you guys , i could be who i am . i also rmb we went to sing k quite a number of times okay ?! (: we were like mad people jumping here and there . i also rmb how me and Ching Lin always disturb you and Jason together . super funny ! (: there are still lots of words i wanna say to you , but most important is really a big thank you to you my friend . you have also shown me how am i suppose to cherish a friend and how life could be interesting as well . thank you for helping me stand up when i fell down . a big big thank you once again ! and last but not least , iloveyou my friend ! *inserts lots hearts*

Okay , i am done ! shall do another delication for another person next time . (: boyf is jealous that i didn't do a delication for him . hahah ~ heading out ltr on to find that cow and fetch him from work ! see ?! wat a good girlf i am isn't it ? always bully me somemore . :@ stupid cow ~ hahas ; shall end here ! continue commenting me okay ? love you guys ! (: bye ~

2011-02-25T17:19:00.008+08:00

" Don't wanna let the sweetest of dreams slip away . "

only attended half day of sch today as i was feeling really unwell . so i didn't went for swimming and didn't go out and make Ahling' bitchy . ): i am sorry okay bitchy ? will promise to meet you soon asap !♥ was bored at home so i decided to do a long post with pics ! (: i found my cable for my camera toooo ! shall do a short post for cny :

The first day of cny : woke up super early , then went to bathe and make up . headed to boyf hse to pai nian with his parents . (: received alot of red packets from boyf side . then left his house , headed down to my grandpa house . reached there , say happy new year to all my relatives and collected red packets from them . boyf also collected quite a number of amount okay ?! (: hahah . slack slack , then headed to po po house . say happy new year again and collected alot of red packets . hohoho ; then play blackjack with my relative . won money again . ^^ was super happy ! then at night had steamboat and headed to boyf elder bro's hse as he kept complaining wanna go . :X at there play blackjack again , won money again ! super lucky okay ? (: hahaha . then around 1-2 plus ? headed back to boyf's hse , remove make up , bathe and straight away K.O .

Second day of cny : woke up around 1-2 plus ? was super tired okay ?! then cab home , bathe , make up then cab to my first aunt hse . had sushi there ! handmake by my fourth aunt ! (: boyf and i ate alot as it was really delicious . hehs ; then again , play blackjack , but this time , lose money . ): then had a chat with all my cousins . i miss them super much luhs . one year like meet once only . ): lols , boyf also clicked well with them alot . hahah ; then around 3 plus , father drive my cousin home then we headed to MAC to eat as my stupid brother wanna eat . :X after eating , went back home , played with boyf phone awhile , watch tv then went to sleep . (:

Third day of cny : slept till very late as i was super duper tired during the past 2days haobuhao ! ): woke up , bathe and headed to my po po house again . nua at there and waited for boyf to come and went for dinner . went to botanic garden ders long beach .

The left one is my mum's second sister , and next to her is my mum ! (:

The left one is my uncle and my cousin ! (: a warm family isn't it ? (:

Deep fried cuttlefish .

Deep fried sotong .

And here is my favourite : Chilli Crabs !!! :D *yummy*

This is the bun that goes with the Chilli crabs . (boyf ate alot of this)

My second favourite is this !!! Butter Crabs ! there was lots of galic , so only i and my uncle ate this . haha ; boyf hate galic smell ~ laughs . its taste like galic bread sauce . (: yum yum !! :D

My favourite veggie with chilli . (:

This is call 'tong zi ji' in chinese , means virgin chicken ? O: hahah ; *weird* but it taste not bad luhs , cause my bro ate alot of this . (he is super picky with food)

Not sure wat noodles is this call , but it taste a little like Mee Goreng . not bad luhs . <: okay , shall end here , i wanna watch my show now . ((: i did a long post today alr okay ? so i wanna more comments hors ! i only receive 8 ytd . dun bully me nahs ! D: maybe going to find boyf tmr . (: i miss him loads okay ! ): bye peeps ~

2011-02-24T17:46:00.004+08:00

" Bored ... Bored ... Bored ... "

( picture from last year )

hey hey ! (: will not do a post today as i have nothing to talk about and i having tution in 20 mins time ? ;X tired man ~ reach home today around 4 plus today as i got a lit test after sch . ): i swear i am super tired okay ?! but i this week nvr pon sch ! :D lols , missing my bby so much uhs . :@ going for swimming with my dear Min Xuan & Ru Hui tmr . ^^ shall post when i am back okay ? bye ~

2011-02-23T16:47:00.005+08:00

" I am counting on my tears to get over you . "

hey peeps ! (: bet you guys are misssing my post hur ? (: well , i promised i will update often , so i am here to update liaos okay !?!? :B i only receive 5 commenets . ): comment me more or i won't have th motivation to update okay ? >: nothing much to say abt today lehs . ;X school life is boring as usual ! i hate th girls in my class ttm ! :@ super irrating , was totally annoyed by their noise . -.- nb sia . lols , get back my chemistry and physics test back , was happy with my marks . but flunk my maths and combine humanities . fuck it ! -.- gonna work harder . shall end here ... only got 2 photos , as th rest was in my camera and i couldn't find my cable . retarded hur ? :@ shall get a new one maybe ? hahah ; only got 2 photos in my handphone . (:

Okay , now shall do a delication now for someone . (:

This is a photo taken last year during a school trip . i rmb we went to victoria library (fyi th library is at bugis) for a lit play abt "The Mocking Bird" . and we get to wear home clothes , so everyone was dressed up very nicely and i took lots of photos but was lazy to post up . hahah ! the one beside me is non other than my dear Min Xuan , the one i am hugging is Ching Lin and beside her is Ru Hui . well , today i am delicating to my dearest Min Xuan .

I could still rmb , the first day of pri sch , we sat next to each other and we share our coloured pencils . both of us were really very shy as it was the first time we meet each other . but as time goes by ... we got better . we only got really closed during pri 3 . that time me , you and this girl (whom i forgotten her name) , were very close friends , but you were closer to her . but one day , you came to me and talk to me alot , i was shocked at first . but slowly you told me how that girl bullied you and such , we start drfiting away from her . ;X every year , you will get to know different friends and you often forget about me . but eventually you still came back to me . (: i also rmb during pri 4 , i went to your house to stay overnight . that was my very first time sleeping at other people's house ! (: your families really treated me very good . they were really very kind and nice . i also rmb that we didn't want to sleep at night , so we started talking , joking and laughing till super loud till your mum came in and scold you and your younger sister for making so much noise . :X hahah !

We have really been through trememdous of ups and downs . we have been through really thick and thick . i rmb there was once during pri 4 , i lock myself in th school's toilet and cried . i was unwilling to open th door despite all of your told me to . when i finally calmed myself down , i opened up th door and hugged you super tightly and you this silly girl cried along with me . there was also quite alot of times we quarrelled and we will always patch back after an hour plus . we always disturb each other , tell each other secrets that nobody understands but only me and you . we also talks about ramdom stuffs that really makes us laugh till stomach pain . we cried together , laugh together , smile together , joke together . every year , you will be there for me celebrating my birthday .

My dear friend , we have been together for 9 years . (: i really cherish you alot as my friend and i know you also do . we have pass most of th difficult obstacles and i believe we can continue to do it . even thou we are in different class now , i still hope that you and i will never drift . this gonna be another obstalces that we will be going through . i could say , it is a tougher one , compared to the past , but i believe we will be able to overcome it haobuhao ? Min Xuan , i will never ever compare you with my outside friends , cause you are very special and important to me . you are totally different from them . i will never forget all the happy moments that we spend together . i hope you will like the present i gave to you during your birthday . you know wat , when i know that we are gonna seperate class last year , i was so afraid that things between us will change . i was afraid that you didn't want to be friends with me anymore . i thought you will only go out with Ru Hui and Ching Lin . but luckily , you didn't ! as usual , the four of us will hang out together and often joke like the past . i and you are still close like before . everything makes me realised that i have really been a bad 'good friend' in th past . i always take things for granted and often make you give in to me , sometimes throw temper at you , giving you all kinds of shit attitude . but you never gave up on me , you will still with me no matter wat . thank you my friend . no one and nothing can break our friendship ! love you manyy manyy !

2011-02-22T17:27:00.013+08:00

" I miss you ... I miss your smile ... "

hohoho . firstly , i wanna thanks alot of my readers to give me comments ! (: thank you very muchhhh ! <: so i will do my part to update my blog often okay ? (: i expect more more comments uhs ! (: shall do a post on aikiko' sweetie birthday celebration okay ? (: aikiko' sweetie birthday was on the 13/02/11 . well , a day before valentine . but we celebrated at 12/02/11 , which is on the saturday night . (: stayed at home the whole afternoon to cook some dishes for bby as we also intend to celebrate valentine earlier . (: then at night , cab to bugis to collect my valentine cake that i wana give bby . (: then met bby & together mrt down to vivo to meet aikiko' sweetie . (:

And there is another person i wanna intro to you guys ...

She is Khloe ! (: haha , beside her needless to say . that idiotic girl , aikiko' sweetie ! hahah ! met them at Mac , then headed out for a stick with bby . soon , bid goodbye to Khloe and some aikiko' sweetie friends and we headed to take the train to sentosa ! :D lols , slacked at parawan ? (if i nvr spell wrong) eat , play cards and chat ... then sweetie chat with his boyf one corner & me and bby also had heart-to-heart talks at a corner . :D hahah . then was bored , start using sweetie phone to spam take photos . but she uhs ! only upload like a few ...

Here it goes ...

Then something retarded happened at bby's hse , so we went home around 3 plus ? after settling things , toh around 6 plus ? then next day wake bby up around 10 plus morning for work . D: tired die okay ? after sending bby for work and i headed home K.O ! hahah . thats all !

Now i wanna do a short delication for my dear sweetie . (:

Rmb this photo ? it was taken at bugis carpark whr we always slack at . it was edited by you . i was really touched when i saw this pic . we have know each other for around 8 months plus liaos hur ? we have been through thick and thin ... there were a huge quarrels in between and we almost break our sister -ship . ): i really wanna you to know how much i cherish you as my sister . whenever you got problem , i will always wanna hep you no matter wat and will always be worried for you . whenever i got problems , i will tell you and i know you will never tell anybody . thank you my dear sweetie ! thou we drifted a little now , but i still take you as sister okay ? hope this sister-ship will nvr fall ever again ! KristinheartsAikiko ! *insert loads hearts*

This was taken @ vivo . (:

okay , i did my part to update a long post liaos okay ?! (: shall do another delication for someone next post . ^^ comment me @ my formspring okay ?!!! i wanna comments . (: loveya ~ bye !

Hi !

2011-02-04T19:58:00.000+08:00

HI SWEETIE ~

i'm bored . so i've decided to crap here . I WANT MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT ! ): okayokayokay ?! I KNOW YOU'LL GIVE ME ONE ! so thanks in advanced , :B heheh ~ wo hen bored ley ! You update your blog more often laa ! stupid pig ~ :D HAHA !

kthxbye ~ (L)

2011-01-31T21:51:00.006+08:00

" In life , there is always a start , there is also an end . "

hey peeps ! back to posting . (: currently at mac with boyf . Chinese new year is coming hur ? bet you guys are equally excited like me ! hahah ; didn't attend school these few days as i've injured my leg few days back and got to cast my leg ! gawrrrrrrr .... mayb can take it out during new year eve ? laughs ; dun wanna walked with such a ugly thing during cny . :@ well , i was bored when i was resting at home . so so !! i took a book out from my drawer that i borrowed from the library and read it ! surprisingly that i will actually read a book hur ? haha . lie on the sofa and read it ... as i read , i couldn't stop reading it , th story is super interesting that you will want to quickly finish reading it but without skipping the climax . :D this book is about this guy named 'Luke' , he spot a girl named 'Eve' at his dad's funeral . Eve is super hot with palest blue eyes , blonde hair that fall dead straight on her shoulders , perfect body-shape and have a cute , sexy voice . how i wish i was her !! *jealous* :@ well , everything was perfect , except that Eve got a boyf named 'Ben' . Ben is 3 years older than Luke and is super popular in school , therefore no one dares to mess with him . still , Luke did not give up that easily . he met this guy called 'Ryan' at his sister's party and heard about his SIX STEPS to guaranteed sucess with any teenage girl . thats the introduction of the story , if you guys is also interested in love stories like me , can borrow the book from the national library . (: the tittle is " Six Steps to a Girl " , by "Sophie Mckenzie" ! (: trust me , super touching ! you will even hope that this intersting story happens in your life ! <: okay ! i am done updating this dead blog . ^^ got to go now ~ returning to school tmr . (: will update again after cny . bye peeps .

2011-01-16T00:56:00.010+08:00

" Each time i am with you , i just pray that the sun won't set . "

hellos earthlings ! miss me right ? hahs ; ^^ stayed at home for th fucking whole day & do nothing !!! :@ bored die me ! around 7plus , cooked for bby and put th food in a kawaii lunchbox ! (: then went to bathe & prepared , then headed out . walked to the bus-stop and i realised i didn't bring my ez-link card , so got to use cash . then board up th bus , alight th wrong stop . so i got to used cash again ... suay ttm ! :@ then waited for bby at th bus-stop with his collegue and took bus back to bby's hse . <: today is bby's mummy ders birthday , so they celebrated at home . (: they purposely waited for bby & I to be home then cut cake ! sweet hors ? (: sang birthday song > cut cake > take photos > cut cake then FINALLY eat cake ... LOL ! had alot of fun ! bby ders 2 elder brothers were like crazy people man ~ laughs ; and so , here i am now , at bby's hse blogging . (: chinese new year is coming very very soon ! and i have not buy my new clothings . sad ttm haobuhao . >: i am super busy with school nowadays , been a goodgirl for this 2 wks plus , nvr pon sch !! hahaha ; gotta keep up th great job . *clapclap* will update again when i am free bahs . bye peeps ;

PS :/ 2 more days my babyboy . iloveyou!♥

2011-01-08T15:58:00.025+08:00

Love is like a rumor ; everyone talks about it , but no one truly knows .

shall do a long post for my dearest boy as i promised . my 18th's , we have been together for 6 months 8 days hur ? another 10 days will be our 7th month anniversary . (: you may not be th most handsome guy in this world , nor th most cute guy in this world , neither th most popular guy to everyone , or th richest guy in this world ... but you are th guy that stolen my heart away . could still rmb very clearly about how we met and such ... could still rmb how we spend our every month anniversary . you are always willing to accompany me to ton and such whenever i wanna , despite getting scolding from your parents or even you are very tired . what ever things that you promised me , you will always rmb it , keep it to heart and never break it . you will always put me in th first place of your heart . everytime when we are deciding wat to eat or where to go , you will always ask me first instead of making your own decisons . not because you have no ideas or you dun bother to decide , but because you really place me at th first position of your heart . you respect my decisions . i could also rmb , 17th - 19th nov , i went sunway lagoon (some where in malaysia) , you got to spend our 5th month anniversary along in singapore . ); and th worst thing is my handphone does not have reception , so i couldn't call you . you must be super super worried for me hur ? ); when i first reached custom , i straight away on my phone to call you to tell you i'm back and you said you would come and look for me . :D after hanging th phone , i looked at my inbox , received alot of msges fom you & my frens , i read yours first . there's one very very long & sweet msg you sent me to wish me happy 5th month . i was super touched and almost cried . when i reached home , you came over & ask me accompany you outside my hse to smoke . then you took out something from you bag , ask me for my hand , then wore a ring on my finger that engraved " Nicholas hearts Kristin" . was happy ttm ! <: in this relationship with you , we have been through up & downs , go through lots of hurdle of obstacles , been through thick and thin ... we have quarrelled a few times in between and you always give in to me thou it is my fault . you always pampered me , make me laugh when i am feeling down , listen attentively to my 'grandmother ' stories even it is bored or when i kept repeating myself , let me pinch you ; bite you ; tickle you ; pull your leg hair , always give th best foods and stuffs to me (abit like my parents hur) ... hahas ! you have really coloured my life with those wonderful memories that you have created . lets continue to create more memories and comtinue to keep up the great job haobuhao ? (: thank you my 18th's . iloveyou , wo ai ni , saranghee yo , aku cinta kau ! ending here , bye peeps ;

2010-12-29T19:21:00.011+08:00

Love beings with a smile , grows with a kiss and ends with a teardrop.

hello earthlings ! (: AhJas' dear helped me to change my blog skins lers ! (: happy die me ~ told "SOMEONE" to help me change my blog skins since few months back , yet till now 2010 ending also haven help me change . -.- anyw , i love my new blogskin !!! ;D thanks alot deardear ! <:

27/12/10

went bugis with mummy & bby as i wanna cut my hair . spam like 90 over calls to bby just to fucking wake him up . >: removed my extensions , did a hair treatment then have a nice hair cut . it total took me 3 hrs plus to complete everything . laughs ~ after that went to eat & headed home . <:

28/12/10

went to bugis with baby , xiaowei , teck whye , guanhao , xueni , xiaoyi ... and many more ... can't rmb their names . ;X reached bugis around 6 plus , bby & i went to bugis street to buy my shoe as my old shoe is wearing out alr . /: then headed to junction to find th rest , smoke , chat and joke around . (: had alot of fun pinching xiaowei 'bro & bby ! ^^ then headed to YOSHINOYA to had ourdinner . waited for like 20 mins plus ? then we start settling down . >: after eating , went to play arcade then slack around outside MOS BURGER . had so much fun chatting with them . after awhile headed back to bby's hse as he was feeling unwell .

29/12/10

did nothing much today , nua at bby hse for th entire day . gonna meet AhJas 'dear at kallang ltr on , le wen also coming to join us . ^^ thats all for today bahs . (: bye peeps !

2010-12-18T22:53:00.004+08:00

When a man brings his wife a flower for no reason , there is a reason.

today woke up at 7.30 , slack around at home . went to bathe around 10 plus , make up & prepare then headed out to vivo to meet my dearest boy to celebrate our 6th month anni . (: reached vivo , shop shop then decided to go "SECRET RECIPE" to have our lunch . (: the food they is awesome ! ;D but quite expensive uhs ! x.x laughs ; then went to party world , the person told us fully booked , so come back at 3 ! D: went to walk around again and buy lewen's birthday present . (: then slack around till 3 plus & headed back to party world . (: SING , SANG , SUNG till 7 plus . <: i swear inside th kbox was super super cold !! :X had a smoke then headed to bby hse & had dinner with his parents as i wasn't feeling well . D: wat a bad day hur ! lols , now at bby's hse using comp , gonna go home soon . (: thats all ; will promised to do a long delication for my dearest boy another day . (: bye peeps !

2010-12-17T05:41:00.013+08:00

Don't smile because it is over , smile because it happened .

woots ! i am backkkk !! :D sorry peeps for not updating my blog for sooo sooo long uhs . x.x was dam lazy t update my blog . x.x promised i will not be lazy and update more often kays ? (: *winks* LOL ! christmas is coming , thinking to plan a outing & go out with working frens . (: lols , this holiday was going quite smoothly for me . (: hehs , worked at pasir ris , D'marquee , for a gaming event . (: was fun working there & lots of new working frens ! (: hahah ! then 12th - 15th was working at funan , a dota event . (: kinda bored there & th ppl there are fked up ! _|_ lols , pay was dam little at funan . x.x sch gonna reopen soon , feeling dam sian as i am in a class that is full of bitches & bastards . -.- but th good thing is i remained in express class ! :D gonna promised to study extra extra hard . i am definately not going t slack . i swear !! :D lols , currently @ boyf's hse & gonna play MONOPOLY again !! :D super in love in monopoly now . (: hahaha ! cause i am always th WINNER !! muahahah ; hmms ,tmr will be me & bby 6th month anni . <: and and and ! of course not forgetting someone's birthday . <: my dearest ahtiing' sissy !! (: shall wish her a early birthday first uhs ! :D

Happy 15th birthday to you sissy !

Delication : sissy , rmb th first time i met you was at ahling' s birthday ? then i didn't dare to talked to you at first . till when something happened , you were upset abt it and i went over to comfort you . but in the end , i was the one crying & you became th one comforting me . hahs ! and from that day , we became sissy . (: then for a very long time we didn't meet each , till one day you jio me out with ling & we went vivo . <: hahs ! had alot of heart-to-heart talk after ling went off . you told me alot of your secret & i told you mine . thou we don't meet very often and we are not so close , compared to your sisters outside , but you treated me very well . thanks alot . i really hope you & ling could be back like last time & we 3 could be like last time agn . >: once again , wishing you a happy birthday here ! :D *insert tons and loads of hearts*

well , thats all for today , shall post again when i am free ! i promised ! *pinky promise* byebye !

2010-09-21T12:58:00.008+08:00

" Do everything with so much love in your heart that you would never want to do it any other way " ;

hohoho ~ currently havinq lab lessons . <: nothinq much t say uhs . x.x real bored ! missinq my bby a lot a lot nehs ! x.x wanan meet him real soon ! >: we promised t each other that within this 1month ,, we are qonna chionq ,, for he ,, he qonna chionq his work ,, for me ,, i qotta chionq my exams . <: after exams will be our 4 month anni alr . <: fast uhs ? hehs ; thinkinq wat should i qive t him this time ? hmms ? O: aiyah ,, qotta qo lers . x.x qott remedial after sch . :X eeek ; maybe postinq tonight ? O: shall see ! *winks* bye peeps !

2010-09-20T07:50:00.006+08:00

" First love is only a little foolishness and a lot of curiosity " ;

heyhey ! i am backkkkkk !! ;D lauqhs ; FINALLY ! miss me anybody ? (: *happy* well my life is qettinq more & more interestinq i quess ? O: made cookies for second month for boyf . (: he loved it alot alot . ^^ he finished th entire box within th one niqht . ._. powerful uhs ? <: lols ,, couldn't really rmb which day i went to sentosa . x.x i think is 4th Sept ? O: anyw ,, had super duper lots of fun ! (: went w' boyf ,, katkat & zhiminq . (: althouqh v few ppl only ,, but we had a qreat time ! (: borrowed bikini from katkat . ;X didn't intend to take out ,, but boyf & katkat stripped me !! ._. took some photos & here they are . <: sorry if i look uqly . x.x cause i am fat & uqly . ._.

well ,, couldn't really rmb which day i went out w' my loves also . x.x qot real bad memory uhs . x.x lauqhs ; but i could rmb we went t orchad t shop ,, aikiko' sweetie & i qot a 3inch hiqh hiqh-heels . (: wear till my leq qot super ache . x.x then headed to vivo to slack . (: camwhore alot but didn't manaqe to upload all . x.x had my dinner @ ' THE SOUP SPOON ' ! <: nice uhs . (: thanks to sweetie intro . (: hehs ! qotta qo ! (: here are th photos ~ btw ! happy birthday & happy third month anni boyf ! (: will post abt boyf's birthday & our third month soon ! stay tuned ppl ! (:

2010-08-18T00:10:00.014+08:00

" I CAN MAKE EXTRODINARY THINGS OUT OF THE ORDINARY " ;

hohoho ! i kept my promise okay peeps ?! i will bloq abt few days stuffs now . (: qonna be a lonq lonq post uhs . x.x

06/08/10 ,

i met boyf at my hse & we went to vivo to celebrate our second month anni earlier . (: we went to eat steamboat which is located near daiso . (: the food were really nice & we ate till supa supa full !! (: i think is kinda worth it . <:

( the soup are nice ! )

( boyf enjoyinq the food uhs )

( he is just so adorable isn't it ? )

( meeee )

( meee agn ~ )

after finished eatinq ,, went to slack outside daiso & waited for x.ice to finish work . after that ,, went to GV to book 4 movie tickets for " The Sorcier Apprenti " ! slack around first as there were still some time to the movie . (: around 12.20am ,, went in to the cinema to qrab popcorns & drinks . thanks alot to x.ice ,, he not only treated us movies ,, but also the popcorns & drinks ! ;D lauqhs ; well ,, the movie was supa duper nice alriqhts ?! ;D i rate it 4/5 !! <: hahah ; took cab back to boyf's hse & slept at his hse . (:

07/08/10 ,

woke up at around 2 in the afternoon , went to bathe & prepare followed by boyf . (: then went down to orchad to find my dearest aikiko ' sweetie ! met her , qave her a BIG BIG huq ! *inserts loads hearts* headed to far east plaza to shop for my baqs & hiqh-waist belts > then headed to buqis for lunch at KFC . made lots of noise at KFC while eatinq . x.x was disturbinq boyf . ;D lauqhs ; after that went to buqis street to shop . (: bouqht clothes ,, belts ,, jacket ,, fake eyeleashes & ciq box . (: well ,, qood time passes fast ! sweetie qotta qo home ,, boyf & i needa qo down chalet . x.x send sweetie off to MRT then boyf & i went to take bus . (: went back to boyf's hse to bathe then took MRT down to pasir ris w ' boyf second bro ,, second bro 's wife & their precious son " andreas " ! (: ton at chalet till monday ,, ( 09/08/10 ) ,, then went home . (:

13/08/10,

after sch ,, went home to bathe & prepare to qo out . Dad came home ,, listen to him naqqed then quickly chionq out . i am lateeeee ~ reached vivo , met yumi ' sissy then went to our usual smokinq place to smoke & chat . (: then went to secret recipe to have our lunch as sissy was complaininq she v hunqry . x.x piq right ? *bet she qonna kill me*

hahah ; after eatinq ,, boyf suddenly appeared !! *shocked* followed by x.wei ' bro & x.ice . LOL ! smoke ,, chit-chat & fool around w ' boyf here & there . swear it was supa supa funny . cause sissy & x.wei ' bro were lookinq at us qivinq a look that says " are they crazy ? " lauqhs !! then went to buy " Phua Chu Kang , The Movie " at GV . (: after that accompany boyf & x.wei ' bro to have their dinner at MAC . (: was foolinq around at MAC aqn ,, used up alot of tissues ! lauqhs ; then smoke & headed to the cinema . (: shared my popcorns & drinks w ' sissy . (: nice of me riqht ? *winks* hmms , i rate the movie 3/5 bahs ? (: it was funny and kinda sad . :x

after the movie ,, went to puff & send sissy to MRT around 10 plus ? (:

headed to vivo's bus-interchanqe to qet my bloqshop stuffs . ;DDD *happydieme* ! qot my stuffs > boyf send me home > bathe > watch tv > chatted on phone w' boyf > sleep ! (:

14/08/10 ,

wokeup around 10-11 plus morninq ,, waited for aikiko ' sweetie to qet up . <: received her text & both of us went to prepare . (: Dad came home ! qreat ~ chantinq sessions ~ listen to him naq for a lonq lonq time & made sweetie waited for me . ): after that ,, took MRT down to buqis , sincerely apoloqise to my dear poor sweetie . she waited for me supa lonq & din complain & blame me at all . love die her seriously !! kristinheartsaikiko ! *draw lots of hearts shapes* then went to carpark to smoke & went to our usual honqkonq restaurant to have our lunch . (: after that when to carpark to smoke ,, have a heart-to-heart talk & camwhore alot ! (: hahah . went to buqis street to buy sweetie 's stud & shop around then headed down to amk to find my dearest boyf . (: slack for awhile w ' boyf then he went back to work . ;X sweetie & i went to amk hub to find her frens & walk around aimlessly . around 10 plus boyf ended work so he came to find me > went to MRT w ' sweetie > she aliqhted first > boyf wanna have dinner @ my hse area ,, so after dinner ,, boyf sent me home ! ;D *phew* thats all ~ photos w ' aikiko ' sweetie are all in her camera . will wait for her to upload then i qo "snatch" @ her bloq . lawl ; will upload second month presents soon too ~ stay tune ! bye peeps .

Ps : / boyf ,, today is our offical second month anni yeah ? lets see ,, how many days have we been tqt uhs ? 60 days ! (: boyf ,, thanks for the necklace that you qave to me ,, will cherish it alot alriqhts ? hope you really love the cookies i baked for you for second month . hope you like my 5 paqes of love stories . (: whenever i am with you ,, i feel secured ,, i am always happy to be with you . you always find thinqs to cheer me up when i am upset . i love it when you huqqed me tiqhtly & tell me you nvr wanna let me qo . i love it when you let me bite you ,, pinch you ,, pluck your leqs' hair ,, always callinq you cow ,, banqinq each other here & there ,, you piqqy back me run here & there ,, playinq some childish qames ... everythinq have really been very smoothly for us isn't it ? actually it is all your credits ,, you always qave in to me ,, nvr raised your voice at me ,, not even once ? whatever you do ,, you will always asked me first & placed me in the first position . you are willinq to call me every sinqle niqht to chat with me . but each time i will be playinq comp & both of us just kepy quiet . but you still didn't hanq the phone or say call me back ltr and qave excuses ,, instead ,, you will still continue to call me every niqht and accompany me . you will always wait till i fell asleep first then hanq the phone and qo sleep . you will always send me sweet & lonq qoodniqht msqes . whenever i think of you ,, i will just smile . you are just sooo sooo sooo addictive that i totally can't do without you ! i love you bby ! happy 2nd month anniversary ! *inserts loads & loads & loads ... heart shapes for you*

2010-08-17T08:16:00.001+08:00

" LIFE IS JUST A COMPLIACTED GAME " ;

currently in comp lab ,, nothinq to do ,, so decided to bloq . (: actually ,, i have nothinq much to post ,, waitinq for sweetie to send me all the photos we taken at saturday then i will post everythinq at one shot . ;D no worries ,, i have written it down in my diary ,, so i won't forqet wat i did the past few days . (: well ,, i dun really have the habbit to write diaries ,, it was because i am durinq lesson times ,, so wrote it for fun ? (: lauqhs ; okay crappinq too much .

ps : / to all spammers : continue spamminq all your wants . (: i won't be affected by you quys seriously . (: yes ,, i am fat & ugly & have pimple & have double chin ... SO ? lauqhs ; but dun forqet ,, i also have a cute & adorable boyf that still love me even i've removed makeup . he love me beinq chubby cause he thinks its cute . (: &&& FYI ! i am acceptable weiqht okay ? (: so wat i put heavy makeup ? did you guys see it before ?? o.o if not ,, kindly STFU okay ? (: tyvm !

2010-08-05T00:26:00.014+08:00

" HAVE YOU EVER STOP AND WONDER WHAT LOVE TRULY IS ? " ;

i am backkkkk !! *clapclap* okay , qonna clear all the spider webs here . x.x leavinq my bloq dyinq here . x.x LOL ! last friday (30/7) , went to eat sakura w ' boyf & anson . (: ate till supa supa full ! x.x felt like just lyinq on the floor and orhorh after eatinq . :x really supa FULL ! lauqhs ; thn they headed to my hse to ton and made some spaqetti for them at around 3 or 4am as they were feelinq a little hunqry . (: LOL ! boyf said v nice uhs . (: *happydieme* hahas ; today went to minxuan 's hse to bake cookies . (: qave some to shitinq & her boyf cause she deliberately brinq down my hiqh heels for meee ! (: the rest qave boyf & some frens . (: hope they likes it . ^^ after met shitinq to take my heels ,, went down to aljunied to meet boyf & co for some work stuffs . <: then boyf accompany me back home to have dinner and sent me home . (: thats all for today ! (: lastly , iloveyou lots boyf !! (: second month cominq !! cannot wait for friday to come . (: have a date w ' boyf and saturday meetinq sweetie @ buqis . (: qort a surprise for her . (: hopes she likes it tooo ! (: uploaded somemore first month pics . (: hahah ! bye peeps ;

2010-07-22T00:57:00.025+08:00

" YOU GOT ME HYPONTIZED , SO MESMERIZED . "

finally finally finally !! ;DDD happy die me uhhs ! (: finished editinq those photos taken at first month ! (: k3k3k3 ! ;D its supa supa tirinq okays ? x.x 3 days niqht straiqht , keep editinq . >: but it is only for you okay boyf ? (: i know you have beem waiting for this lonq lonq post supa supa lonq liaos uhs ! <: lauqhs ; that day after woke up ,, went to bathe ,, followed by boyf ,, then we headed to qeylanq lor 1 to have our steamboat . (: some thinqs made me kinda piss off seriously ? but nevermind ,, kept quiet ... boyf had the same feelinqs as me ! (: lawl ; thn headed back to kallanq ders roof qarden to slack & stuffs . (: around 11.30 plus headed to bus-stop to take bus to east coast for chalet . (: on the way there was really funny {!} ;D LOL ! thn waited for the clock to strikes 12 ,, its our FIRST MONTH ! :))) wished boyf " HAPPY FIRST MONTH " !! lauqhs ; thn the rest went to chalet ,, boyf & I went to the beach to have a walk . (: had a nice heart to heart talk with him ,, but sadly the rain came ,, quickly ran back to chalet . :( *sad* thn slack & do bo at chalet . x.x but at least i have boyf accompanyinq me . (: around morninq bus back to boyf 's hse to sleep . hahah ; then woke up around the afternoon then pei boyf qo work . (: slack around w ' him ,, nth much to do also ,, but just wanna accompany him more {!} (: boyf ,, here's a delication for you alriqhts ? bby , thanks for beinq there for me whenever i needs you . yes ,, althouqh it is only a month ,, but you really understand me from the inside out . :x i didn't even realised that small little actions that i do ,, you will also noticed it . i am really surprised . :))) bby ,, thanks for the first month qift also ! (: i really love it supa supa much ! (: baby ,, i am sorry for that day what had happened okay ? i really feel so bad abt it ... well ,, can say this first month is quite smooth for us isn't it ? (: continue to keep up the qood job alriqhts ! <: i admit sometimes my temper is kinda bad and you are still willinq to qive in to me ,, thankyous soo sooo sooo much bby ! *inserts load & tons of hearts shapes* endinq here ,, bye peeps ;

*boyf qave this to me for first month !*

*sweet isn't he ? i really love it dam alot!*

*huqqinq this every niqht when i sleep.*

2010-07-20T13:07:00.006+08:00

" IN EVERYONE'S LIFE , THERE IS A ' B.E.S.T ' ... "

currently in sch bloqqinq . (: well ,, just took back my science paper ,, did rather badly ... had my maths test just noaz also ,, dun think i did v well either .. x.x freakinq stress !! i told mum once i really feel like qivinq out studies ... quess wat ? she broke down infront of me ,, tellinq me she is also v tirinq to keep on hanqinq . :( she keep tellinq me not to qive up . x.x siqhs ; i dunno narhs ! >: i am missinq boyf alot noaz ! >: maybe qoinq to fetch him ltr after sch & qo have our dinner ? (: maid injuried her hand ,, so won't be cookinq . :X LOL {!} missinq alot ppl riqht noaz : aikiko ,, ahlinq ,, zhuzhu ,, wawa ,, shitinq ,, ahtinq ,, alot alot more ... (: tmr maybe qoinq minxuan's hse to bake cookies {!} ;D happy die me ! (: qort to qo ! seeya ; bye peeps .

" Never leave me alone behide "

2010-07-17T15:02:00.005+08:00

" IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE , PUT THEM IN A CIRCLE INSTEAD OF A HEART . "

ytd after sch ,, went home ,, intended to qo find zhuzhu ,, but classmates called & said they qoinq out ,, so everythinq screw up . x.x wanna bake cookies ders . :( lolol ,, after that went down to boyf 's hse and headed down to vivo to meet quan hao ,, xueni ,, zhiminq & katkat . <: eat ,, slack ,, joke around . x.x hahah ; camwhore alot also . (: will upload photos soon . (: boyf piqqy back me and run here & there . lauqhs ; thn MRT-ed back w ' boyf cause he wanna send me home ,, but he missed his last bus ,, so he ton at my hse . (: sorry boyf ! :( make you sooo tired . x.x then morninq headed bacl to his hse . so noaz ,, lyinq on his bed and updatinq bloq . (: qoinq to smoke one more stick thn head to bed alr . after that qoinq out aqn ,, to celebrate our one month !! (: happydie me !! ;D iloveyou boyf !!! *inserts load load hearts* mua ;
" For every person who gets , there is someone who must give . "

2010-07-15T00:22:00.003+08:00

" IS THIS THE LAST HELLO & GOODBYE I'M GONNA SAY TO YOU ? "

well ,, seems like i have been neqlectinq my bloq like H.E.L.L ? x.x hahahs ; just reached home . (: went out for dinner w' boyf just noaz . <: lots of thinqs happened this few days uhs . supa supa stress . :( studies is definately one of the problem ,, just quarelled w' mum ,, i dunno wat to say also . hais ,, relationship also became a problem ... i am totally lost for words . boyf ,, i know you would be readinq this cause you know i am updatinq my bloq . so this is wat i am qonna say : i am really sorry abt that day stuffs . i know it is all my fault ,, i was the one that failed to understand you . i am sorry that i neqlected you feelinqs at times and you still qive in to me everytime ,, keepinq everythinq to yourself . i am so useless ... i really dunno why i will feel confused abt my feelinqs that day . ;( i really qott to apoloqise to you . next ,, LIM WEIRONG ! i am not sure if you are qonna read this . but i still wanna say it out to you ; i quess this is the end of our "special" friendship yeah ? today when you obviously see me at bus-stop , you simply iqnore me ,, diao & watt so ever ? everythinq is like the past once aqn yea ? just like that time i still dunno you yet . well ,, you are really a "special" fren to me ,, i really treated you as fren and i never want to chanqe this relationship anymore . i enjoy sharinq secrets w' you ,, enjoy jokinq around w' you ,, enojoy saying those " you know i know " stuffs ,, enjoy sharinq our retarded stories & nickname for stuffs ,, likes it when you owe me 5 or 10 or watever ( you know wat i meant) . whenever i am upset ,, the first person that came to my mind will always be you ,, i really dunno why . i just wanna share it w' you . but sometimes i am afraid of callinq you and miqht disturb you . endinq this "special" friendship of ours really hurts me alot !!! could rmb everythinq clearly how we first chatted and stuffs ,, everythinq went supa smoothly and fine . you were the first person that made me supa duper hyper after ***** left me . later ,, we quarrelled ,, we didn't talk for abt 2 wks ? thn you came and apoloqise to me and we both patch aqn . second time we quarrelled ,, you scolded at me at first ,, but ltr you told me to call you and we clear thinqs up and we patch aqn . this is the third time and i suppose it will be the last also ? cause i quess this time we won't be able to patch aqn anymore . everythinq will be qoinq back riqht to the startinq point aqn ? supa supa disappointed in you today . there's still alot more i wanna say ,, but i quess it is meaninqless no matter how much i say isn't it ? hais ; i am tired of everythinq alr ,, really feel like qivinq up everythinq ...

" Do not follow where the path may leads , create a new path and follows the trail . "

2010-07-10T16:34:00.001+08:00

" MOVING FORWARD IS NEVER A EASY TASK " ;

well ,, it has been a while since i last post ehhs ? o.o hahahs ; currently at boyf 's hse aqn . (: qonna watch anime ,, post shuanq nia . LOL ! dun wanna let my bloq dead . x.x ahahah ! okayy ,, qtq ,, byebye ! mua ;

2010-07-03T12:55:00.002+08:00

" HATE IT WHEN EVERYTHING GOT SCREWED UP ! "

currently at boyf's hse aqn . (: ytd after sch went home bathe .. prepare ,, came down boyf hse to meet him . (: lol ,, boyf qo bathe while i makeup . (: thn headed down to buqis to meet ahlinq ' bitchy ,, dillon and xiaowei ' bro . ;D miss that bitch supa supa much sia ! ;D met her ,, crap alot ,, she freakinq make all of us lauqh like mad sia ! =.= stupid siao zabor ~ lauqhs ; after buyinq xueni 's birthday present at buqis ,, all of us that headed down to marina square to meet all the rest . <: seriously that ahlinq made all of us lauqh like some mad cow ,, qoose ,, hunter . *only ppl involved knows wat i meant uhhs* :B cannot say out . x.x lawl ; after that went around to slack and do bo . (: morninq boyf accompany me qo home bathe & had our breakfast there . (: thn came over to boyf 's noaz ! (: qonna sleep alr ,, ltr boyf qott work and i qott to qo down grandma ' hse for uncle's baby first month dinner celebration . ;D byebye ; mua !

2010-06-30T19:19:00.003+08:00

" I LOVE MY BOYF NOT ! " ;

today after sch , went home , bathe & waited for boyf to finish his stuffs . thn headed down to tanjong paqar for lunch , but market close lers . *sad* thn went back to commonwealth for lunch . *yummy* lauqhs ! after that came over to boyf's hse to slack & do bo . (: chattinq with aikiko ' sweetie on MSN noaz . <: lovedie her luhs seriously !! hahah ! (: okay i love my boyf also okay ?! happy ? lauqhs ; gotta qo ! byebye ; mua !

2010-06-28T17:55:00.002+08:00

" DO NOT FOLLOW WHERE THE PATH LEADS , CREATE A NEW PATH AND LEAVE A TRAIL " ;

currently at boyf's hse aqn . x.x okayy , suppose is he come down find me ,, but in the end i dunwan him double run ,, so meee ,, beinq a supa supa qood qirlf ,, came down and find him . (: *shyshy* LOL ! xiaowei ' bro came alonq toooo !! (: boyf said he is very very ders irratinq . x.x he is disturbinq us uhhs . >: lawl ; first day of sch and i am sooo tired already . x.x 2 words to describe ? " DEAD BEAT" !!! lackinq of sleep alriqhts ?! -.- qawrrrrrr ! that stupid LIM WEIRONG {!} tell limbu say you qot qo sch ! ya ,, you went for awhile and went buqis ?! wtf ! =.= panqseh me alone !!! you stupid paikia {!} =.= dam bored at sch luhs .! zzz ! fuck up sch & teachers ttm !!! _|_ cb ,, you better have your stupid hair cut and quaii quaii ka limbu come sch tmr {!} LOL ! or you dearest lanjiao will suffer the consequences ! ;DDD you know i know uhhs ! :B hahahah ! {Y} qotta qo ! byebye ! ;D mua ;

2010-06-26T15:16:00.004+08:00

" IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW LONG YOU WALK , AS LONG AS YOU DON'T STOP "

currently at boyf 's hse aqn . ;D supa supa tired uhhs ! >: slept at 6 ytd ,, thn woke up at 9 plus today ,, headed down to find xinronq thn went to do my septum piercinq . ;D woots ~ shiok sia the feelinq ! lauqhs ; thn took MRT down to find boyf . (: 20 stops sia !!! wtf ! -.- sooo tired & hot luhs ! lolol ; qoinq to tanjionq paqar to have our breakfast / lunch ? whatever it is . hahah ; thn qoinq down to tionq walk walk ltr and catch bear bear !! (Y) thn qoinq down to cck and walk pasa malam . hahaha ! cute riqht ? LOL ! jokinq ! <: maybe xiaowei ' bro cominq to find us ltr on . <: thats all ,, qotta qo liaos ! boyf qoinq to bathe & off we qoooo ~ he is such a smelly ,, lazy ,, idiot piq ! but i still love him okay ! so is my aikiko ' sweetie !!! i love you tooo alriqhts ! (: muacks !! byebye ~

2010-06-25T14:17:00.002+08:00

" SLEEP , SLEEP , SLEEP ! " ;

currently at boyf hse . <: ytd went down far east to do extension with aikiko ' sweetie & 2 of her zabor frens . (: freakinq ex sia !!! $174 sia ! $200 just blow off like that ~ LOL ! after that aikiko ' sweetie ders boyf came down to meet us and we headed down to seranqoon to meet boyf & xiaowei ' bro . (: lolol , met them > went playqround > thn qo sinq k . was freakinq funny luhs ! lauqh like some mad woman . =.= lawl ; after that headed down to boon kenq with boyf & xiaowei ' bro for sonq ka and aikiko ' sweetie & co went off . (: LOL ! one funny thinq was we freakinq walk one BIG BIG round to MRT . =.= wtf ! we were like some retards manzxzxz ! =.= lauqhs ; went down boonkenq > went to MAC buy food > qo the resident corner slack & eat while waitinq for boyf ders frens . ;D FINALLY !! they all arrived ,, went to attend the sonqka ,, all of us were kinda jokinq at there . =.= okay ,, it was rude ,, but bo bian ,, we were all bored !! hahahah ; boyf ders frens were all dam joker ! make me lauqh till penq sia ! =.= lolol ,, after sonqka > went to eat > slack > everyone went off > boyf and i went to take bus > headed to his hse downstairs . <: beinq a supa cute cpl ,, walkinq around shop & save and bouqht lots of foods !! :P hahah ; slack around till 2 thn went up to his hse . (: i broke boyf ders qame record !!! 259 !!! woots ~ jiayous uhhs ahbi ! take your time to win my record ! bet you can't make it !!! hahaha !!! just admit ,, you are a L.O.S.E.R !! muahahahaha ! *boyf is starinq at me noaz* LMAO ! okay ,, i am really supa tired ,, qtq ! baibai ~ mua ! i love you boyf !!! *inserts loads hearts* happy ? ;DDD

2010-06-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

" BE MY LAST ROMANCE ? " ;

today woke up at 12 plus ,, boyf msqed me tell me woke up lers ,, cominq down to meet me noaz . x.x immediately rushed to bathe thn qo fetch him . <: boyf chatted with daddy . wowww ! they can freakinq communicate very well ohhs . ;D LOL ! thn went to have our lunch / breakfast ? whatever it is ? ;x ahahas ; thn slack awhile ,, xiaowei ' bro came down to find us . (: slack inside my hse and joke around ,, xiaowei ' bro made us lauqh like fuck ! =.= lolol ,, thn boyf qott to qo work ,, so boyf & bro asked daddy if allow me follow and daddy allow ! woots ~ went down boyf work area ,, nth to do ,, but still okay uhhs ,, not as bored as they say . <: currently at boyf hse with bro ,, and he is playinq "PS3" !! how old liaos !!! =.= wat a cute & childish bro i have . ;DDD ahahhas ; and i am bloqqinq noaz whilee boyf starinq at me . (: i am cuteee uhhs :B *shyshy* nothinq much to say . shall end here ,, baibai ; mua !

2010-06-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

" GIRLS ARE MUCH MORE MATURE THAN BOYS " ;

okay ,, some unhappy thinqs just happened just now ,, dun wish to elaborate much . x.x thanks boyf for beinq there for me ! <: i am supa supa sorry to make you sooooo worried for me . ): i am so mad and felt so fucked up by my parents . __ zzz ! yes ,, so wat i am 14 ? but does not mean my mind will think lyk 14 yrs old xmm ? i am mature enouqh ! i can think more than you quys expect ! totally pissed off by them ! =.= boyf accompany me the whole niqht ,, sat outside the hse the entire niqht and chatted alot ytd !! hahah ; love die him ! ;DDD so sad ,, wednesday then can meet him . ): boyf qot work . >: zzz ! i missinq him noaz uhhs . :B LOL ! i wanna faster see him ! >: qawrrrrrrr !!!! that day went down vivo ,, boyf lied to me and xiaowei ' bro say he qo toilet ,, but in the end he went to buy one winnie the pooh for me ! (: supa supa cute luhs ! ;DDD thanks boyf ! i seriously hope we can last ,, i believed in you ,, hope you would believe in me also . <: rmb our promises ? we will last ! *insert hearts* mua !

2010-06-20T10:59:00.001+08:00

2010-06-20T09:59:00.003+08:00

" I LOVE HIM ! " ;

17/06/10

went down vivo with classmates for class qatherinq at 12 plus . woots ~ asked aikiko ' sweetie alonq tooooo ! (: all meet up at MRT control station first ,, thn i was late ! aikiko ' sweetie was one stop faster thn meeee !! i chionq like mad woman sial . =.= tired die meee ! =.= lauqhs ; thn met all of them ,, went to "secret recipe" to eat . (: sweetie and i ordered one beef lagsane and we share share !! ^^ LOL ; after eatinq , classmates wanna qo ben & jerry eat ,, but sweetie and me fuckinq full liaos . =.= so they eat ,, we qo toilet camwhore thn went back find them slack and do bo . ;) thn went upstairs the water there ,, smoke ,, chat ,, do bo thn qo arcade . ahahhas ; quess wat ? went in the arcade ,, all is those children care ders kids !!! WTF ? =.= me & sweetie lauqhs till penq sia ! LOL ! thn classmathes they all wanna qo home liaos ,, lucky still qot sweetie pei me ! love die her seriously !! *inserts tons hearts* thn boyf and xiaowei ' bro came down find me , thn sweetie qo off to find her fren . <: slack and do bo with boyf and xiaowei ' bro .. thn they went down tua ,, i qo find sweetie aqn ,, slack do bo thn qo down find boyf and xiaowei ' bro aqn to ton ! woots ~ in the end ? bro qo home , boyf send me home and pei me slack outside my hse thn morninq took cab home . ;DDD thats all !

19/06/10

went to buqis to met aikiko ' sweetie aqn at abt 2 ? went to smoke thn qo makan ,, while waitinq for boyf & xiaowei ' bro come down . after eatinq ,, was super full !! went to smoke aqn and slack ,, thn qo MAC outside meet boyf and bro . <: lolol , smoke aqn thn went to walk around buqis junction . (: fuckinq funny manzxzxz ! ;DDD we keep shoot xiaowei ' bro to wear bikini and panties . =.= buy push up bra for him also .! hahaha ; keep playinq inside the shoppinq centre like a bunch of 5 yrs old kids that freakinq just look like adult ? =.= LMAO ; after that went arcade and see boyf and bro play racinq . <: see awhile , qo carpark smoke and slack with sweetie cause arcade supa supa cold . ): lolol ,, thn boyf ,, bro and their 3 frens came down . (: kind forqotten their names . LOL ! stm !!! =.= thn headed down amk hub and meet andy ' daddy . (: so lonq no see him ! *clapclap* stupid anqkonq siao ! eat my da bian ! ahaha ; jkinq ! ^^ after slack ,, one by one qo home ,, thn boyf send me home & walk me home . i love him !! ;DDD thn took money frm mummy and qo market makan ,, thn went to hse there to slack and do bo till 8 plus morninq ? thn went market for breakfast with my younqer bro . <: after eat ,, send boyf qo wait for cab thn qo buy topup and qo home text him and use com ! (: thats all ! wanna qo sleep liaos !!!! ;DDD I LOVE YOU IDIOT BABY ! baibai ; mua ! will update photos soon ! lax uhhs ! ;B

2010-06-17T10:06:00.005+08:00

" ARE WE MEANT TO BE ? " ;

went to meet aikiko ' sweetie at buqis on tuesday . :DDD went shopshop around buqis street > outside starbuck smoke > qo one honqkonq restaurant eat ,, swear i am supa supa supa full manzxzxz ~ > carpark to smoke and camwhore > aikiko ' sweetie say wanna qo amk hub walk walk ,, so we MRT-ed down to amk > went to arcade do bo ,, aikiko ' sweetie asked if wanna meet one of his fren ,, i said anythinq ,, and off we qooooo ~ ? lauqhs ; find his fren slack and do bo . x.x aikiko ' sweetie was busy drawinq somethinq for his ex boyf while i wa sittinq at one side camwhore ,, on sonqs and dance ,, watch " la bi xiao xin " > 10.45 walk back to MRT ,, on the way back saw one 5 dollars note on the floor ,, pick it up and spilt with sweetie !!! ahahhas ; thn outside hub smoke smoke ,, police came ,, quickly walk away and throw my ciq ,, i think police saw us ,, but qave chance . (: lols ; wat a lucky day !!! ;DDD took MRT home with sweetie thn she aliqht first . (: msq maqqie ' mummy & co on the way back home . was feelinq supa supa unwell . x.x reached home ,, chatted with fren on the phone and went to bed ! <: had a qreat day with my sweetie ! i love her ttm ! i swear ohhs !!!! :DDD *inserts loads loads hearts* maybe she today cominq down vivo find me ? (: lauqhs ; qoinq vivo with classmates for qatherinq . (: qtq ,, will upload photos another time ,, baibai ; mua !

2010-06-13T18:26:00.005+08:00

" THE BITTEREST TEARS SHED OVER GRAVES ARE FOR WORDS LEFT UNSAID AND DEEDS LEFT UNDONE " ;

ytd went to buqis aqn to find wawa & co . (: recently kept qoinq buqis uhhs ! =.= but wat a surprise ! i saw a group of fairfield teachers & students . woah ; ahahas . waited for wawa at MRT station ,, thn went to junction to buy chocolate for her boyf . she also buy for me uhhs ! :B thn went to meet the rest ,, they were playinq pool . x.x lolol ,, slack at pool ,, smoke ,, listen music .... bored ! zhuzhu came afterwards ,, went to makan as all of them were hungry . (: wawa ,, zhuhzu and I just order drinks . <: i paid drinks for wawa ,, so in the end ? chocolate is i pay for myself !!! LOL ! thouqht wawa so qood , will buy chocolate for me ! =.= LMAO ; after eat > smoke > walk around buqis > went illuma arcade > headed home and msq my aikiko ' sweetie & co . (: was supa supa hunqry but lazy to cook ,, so asked laobei if can order MAC . <: and laobei allow !!! weeee ! ;D order MAC for myself and younqer brother ,, supa annoyinq sia he . =.= ate finish ,, watch tv ,, msqinq and such thn went to bed around 4am plus . (: woke up around 4 plus ? lauqhs ; dun intend to qo out today lers . x.x kinda lazy . ahahas ; tmr qoinq out with laobei ,, laobu and of course my annoyinq brother ~ lolol ,, tuesday qo find wawa or my precious aikiki ' sweetie ? shall see ! <: end post here ,, byebye ! mua ;

2010-06-12T15:52:00.006+08:00

" NO MATTER HOW NEATLY YOU GLUED UP MY BROKEN HEART , THERE IS ALWAYS STILL A SCAR THERE " ;

woots ~ back to postinq . ytd went down to seranqoon to find aikiko ' sweetie . :> well ,, was playinq hide & seek with her . x.x due to phone no money ,, was difficult to find each other and i was lost ! =.= LOL ! thn finally ,, met her and her fwen ' qimin . after that ,, we went block downstairs ,, chatted ,, smoke ,, on music ,, joke around ... thn qimin qott to qo ,, so we sent her off and aikiko ' sweetie and i went to another block ders playqround there play swinq ! :B ahahas ; had some heart to heart talk with her ,, basically chattinq abt this person . realised wat kind of person she is already . =.= looks can be real deceivinq ! slut/bitch ? =/ or shld i say " BIG FAT LIAR " !! after that ,, around 9 plus ,, aikiko ' sweetie pei me qo take cab . intended to qo find zhuzhu but didn't eat the whole day and was havinq a bad gastric pain ,, so took cab home straiqht . =.= sorry my precious zhuzhu ! didn't qo find you . ): supa supa supa sorry uhhs ! D: went home ,, makan ,, msq aikiko ' sweetie & co ,, chatted on phone with idiot . ;D thn went to sleep liaos . :B woke up now ,, use com to bloq thn wait for my 3 da xiaojie wakeup and off to qo to find them ! lauqhs ; byebye ; mua ;

2010-06-09T15:23:00.002+08:00

" HEARTS ARE NOT HAD AS A GIFT , BUT HEARTS ARE EARNED " ;

currently stayinq at home watchinq korean show and chattinq with frens on MSN . :B in love with the korean show called " You're Beautiful " . swear it is supa supa funny !! (: lovedie it ! {Y} feel like qoinq out ,, but lazy neiis . =.= somemore no money . D: sian ~ i am havinq a bad flu . zzz ; keep ahchooo ... ahchooo ... nose block till very jialat .! =.= LOL ! hate it when laobei come back and kp me sia . x.x they found 2 liqhters in my baq ,, i swear it is not mine luhs {!} it is not like you dunno that i smoke ?! just that i never hold the ciq in front of you nia marhhs . -.- fuck it luhs .! __ feel like qoinq to beach with zhuzhu to shout aqn . :B that tym at maomao chalet ,, went to take a walk with zhuzhu at the beach ,, had a heart to heart talk with her ,, thn we went kisiao ,, decided to shout out loud . =.= but it is dam shuanq ! swear it is dam relax after that . :B lauqhs ,, shall end post here . baibai ; mua

2010-06-08T11:51:00.006+08:00

" THE ONLY PEOPLE YOU NEED IN LIFE ARE THE ONES THAT NEED YOU IN THEIRS " ;

today went back to sch for maths lesson . =.= woke up at 7.20 ,, wash up quickly thn cab over to sch . MATHS leiis ! late confirm die . =.= i am soooo broke already manzxzxz ! ): reached sch ,, teacher was also late . phew ! lesson ended around 10 plus ,, bus-ed home ,, usinq com now . <: qonna upload saturday ders photos with cherie babyyy {!} chatting with frens on MSN riqht now . qotta qo ! baibai ; mua !

2010-06-06T22:25:00.003+08:00

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2010-06-06T19:55:00.005+08:00

" DRINK , DRANK , DRUNK {!} " ;

hey peeps ! (: just woke up from my lala land due to my irratinq bro & father !! ): bro keep disturb me sleep ,, dad watching tv and the volume was freakinq loud ! >: lolol ,, ytd cherie babyyy came over to my house ,, thn she chatted with my laobei . x.x and quess wat ? laobei willinq to qive my money money to qo out with her {!} weee ! (: thn we took bus to yishun ,, slack awhile with cherie babyyy's fren . smoke ,, camwhore ,, jokejoke ! lauqhs ; thn said qoodbye to her 2 frens and headed to lonq john to makan with her ex boyf & his fren . (: makan finish ,, smoke and went in the mall to walk walk . (: lolol ,, thn went out to smoke aqn and went off to take MRT home . (: smsed zhuzhu and she asked me qo chalet ,, i also dun feel like qoinq home so early ,, so i aqreed ! <: LOL ! headed to tamp meet zhuzhu & junjie and qo down chalet tqt . (: lawl ,, was kinda funny on the way there . :B reached chalet ,, more and more ppl came . (: self- intro and stuffs . LMAO ! some unpleasant thinqs happen ,, but afterall enjoyed myself at the chalet ALOT ALOT !! ;D the ppl there are nice and friendly {!} drank a little with them but not too much ,, afraid miqht qet drunk . ): rested at chalet till 9 plus thn headed home . (: reached home ,, went to market to makan . :B thn qo home bathe ,, msqed ahmao thn toh ! ;DDD LOL !!! photos upload another time when i am free uhhs . :B buabai ; mua !

2010-06-03T16:05:00.002+08:00

" SORRY FOR EVEYTHING " ;

currently at home do bo ,, msqinq jiehua' sist ,, qary ,, xiaoboy ,, kazhua ... piqqy didn't reply my msq the entire day ! think he is still mad abt ytd stuffs . ): i am sorry uhhs .! i really really didn't meant to use you to forqet him . ): havinq a huqe headache naoz ! D: zzz ! laobei come back from work also keep kpkb . buey tahan sia ! D: so stress up naoz ! missinq piqqy makinq me lauqh those moments . ): after ***** left me that day ,, i have never been so happy and hyper anymore . you were the one that brinq all my lauqhters came back ,, but now ,, you are qonna take it back . ): so hurtinq ! piqqy so petty ! ): until now still dun wanna forqive me uhhs . D: siqhs ; no mood ! missinq him so badly ! D: wanna qo take some medicine and qet some rest . D: hope to see piqqy msq soon ~ baibai !

2010-06-02T15:28:00.006+08:00

" LOVING YOU WAS A EASY JOB , BUT LETTING GO WAS NEVER EASY " ;

LOLOL ! i am back to postinq . :B monday went out with mummy to expo to shop shop . :) bought dam alot alot of thinqs uhhs . x.x tuesday at home do bo do bo , early morninq , 7.51am , one idiotic piq , woke me up by smsing me : " Good Morning :] slept well ? :) " lauqhs , dun kill me when you see this post ! x.x lmao ; smsed and chatted with that piq for the whole day . and he simply made me lauqh like a mad woman for the whole day . you were the one that made me lauqh yet call me mad woman ! you siao tabor uhhs ! :B LOLOL {!} poor him ,, the whole entire week of holiday qot sch . but who ask him so stupid uhhs ? can't blame anyone when you qot to qo back to sch to study ! :> lauqhs ; bet he is qonna kill me when he see this post . x.x GOD BLESS ME ! ahahaha ! that retarded piq is cominq to my house area and find me slack . (: so niceeee of him riqht ? ;D i lurbbb you ? ahahaha ! you know i know ders luhs hors ? ahahaha ! :DDD okayy ,, that idiot had sms me to qo bathe lers . (: baibai ; qonna meet my piqqy and pull his idiotic piercinq if he is qonna qive me that face . :D you know i know ! ahahaha ! baibai luhs ! mua !

edit-ed / backkk from meetinq that piqqy ! ;D he is such a retarded ,, makinq me lauqh like crazy woman ! =.= thanks for the two sticks of "pok pok" ,, you know i know ! ahahaha ; (: had a qreat time slackinq with that piq ! ;D had a heart to heart talk with piqqy toooo ~ (: and and and the jokinq parts .! supa supa idiotic manxzxzxz !! my joke were at least funny ,, unlike yours can ? was so lame !!! boooooooo ~ ahahaha . ;D i know you qonna kp me aqain when you see this post . (: i am waitinq uhhs . :B lauqhs ! waitinq for piqqy to qo fix his phone at town and then text me . :> thats all ! baibai ! mua ;

2010-05-30T18:43:00.002+08:00

"NEVER PRETEND TO BE ALRIGHT EVEN IF IT HURTS " ;

weeeeee !! (: backkk to posting sehhs . ;DDD lauqhs . today din qo out uhhs ,, cause of smth ,, dun wish to elaborate it anymore . (: ahlinq ' bitchy went overseas liaos . missdie her {!} stupid benben still stuck at overseas mai come back uhhs !! =.= i wanna my present luhs dey {!} ask him suck my lanjiao uhhs !! lauqhs ; paiseh , i no lanjiao . -.- shld be ask him qo suck his own lanjiao !! stupid him ! exams finish still dun wan come back !! D: asshole ! @#$%&*&%$#@ lawl ; thinkinq wanna qo find wawa ornot lehs ,, but scare laobei will kp sia . -.- aiyo sianz ~ wondering why qood thinqs won't repeat but only bad thinqs thn will repeat . just like in a RELATIONSHIP uhhs . ppl breaak patch break patch ,, and they will always say ,, i am tired of all these ,, history is just repeatinq itself . but why isn't qood memories repeating itself ? lols , just smth that been thinkinq so lonq ? lawl ; kristin is abit sotpluq today maybe ? =.= LMAO !

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PS :/ i am afraid ,, i have fallen for you . my feelinqs are so confused now . siqhs . wanna find smth to just simply numb myself up . you told me before ,, if my heart is totally beinq locked up ,, means it is over for me . but now ,, i still have a chance to turn back ,, so maybe i shld just let qo of the past and walk towards you ? i dunno . time will tell perhaps ? i felt so relieved when i am with you that day . it is just another feelinq i am waitinq for ? the will that is makinq me qivinq up and walk towards you ? i really enjoyed myself that day ,, thanks .

2010-05-29T19:04:00.013+08:00

"AT LEAST AT THIS MOMENT , I REALLY THOUGHT OF LETTING GO OF YOU" ;

hellos earthlinqs ! (: i am back !! (: i think there is abt a week ever since my last post ? o.o lawl ; i am supa tired manxzxzxz ! have not been sleepinq well ever since holiday started . ): been qoinq out to ton and such ... =.= shall post abt 2 days stuffs . (:

27 march 2010 ,

after sch ,, went to tionq baruh with minxuan & ruhui for lunch ,, had lonq john {!} *yummy* lauqhs ; thn walked around tionq and do bo thn headed home ... thn waited for wawa to finish work thn i qo bathe and prepare . (: after that ,, headed down to tionq aqn ,, met her at tionq MRT platform ,, thn went to toilet to chanqe and make up . (: lauqhs ; thn headed to arcade to find mark . :B reached arcade ,, saw mark and his fren darren ,, went over say hi thn went out with wawa to smoke . (: called mark up ,, thn asked him to come out find us . :> chatted while smokinq . after that went to prize staqe to catch bearbear with wawa while mark and darren waited outside . :B i swear the staffs there are supa nice {!} :DDD cauqht the 2 domo and some other toys . (: thn headed to playqround to slack ,, thn went to 7 eleven to buy poker and back to playqround . :> slack ,, play poker ,, smoke ,, jokejoke ... :D some unpleasant thinqs happened in between and i sat at the slide alone while the rest were at the pavillion . mark came over and chatted with me . had a heart to heart talk with him ,, i find him supa nice seriously . he gave me lots of advice that make me think throuqh alot . (: thn went back to join wawa and darren ... play daiti ,, was supa funny manzxzxzxz ! ;DDD thn mark helped wawa massage till she orhorh . -.- chatted with mark and darren ,, totally retarded luhs ! :> they were doinq maqic tricks that failed alot of tyms . -.- lmao ; thn 5am ,, darren went home ,, left me and mark .. so we chatted aqn ... :B lauqhs . he is a bully manxzxzxz {!} i am 14 , not 12 ! lauqhs ! and he wrack my hand till red and i was tryinq to pinch him , but hand toooo short , couldn't reach ! hahs ; thn 6am called wawa wake up ,, said bye to mark and went off to MRT and went home !!! :DDD

28 may 2010 ,

slept till 11.30 ,, thn shitinq called me up to bathe and qo out aqn . =.= tired die meeee ! x.x went to queenstown to meet my both "tinqs" and we headed to wawa's workinq place . (: slack and do bo there ... thn some thinqs happened . totally retarded ,, so hiewlan it lorhs . (: thn both "tinqs" went off and i waited for wawa to finish work thn went to boonkenq . (: had my dinner thr with wawa ,, zhuzhu ,, jonathan ,, kim huat and wawa's daddy . :B after eatinq ,, headed to wawa's house slack and thn 10 plus qo home . (: watch tv till 1am plus thn qo orhorh . (:

29 may 2010 ,

didn't went out today ,, stayed at home and had my beauty sleep (: nth much liaos . baibai ! (:

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PS :/ seriously thouqht of wat mark had said to me ,, he was riqht ... you've already start to move on and i am still hanqinq on to the past . wat i am doinq now is just wastinq of my time ? cause i know ,, you will never ever come back to me . whenever i drop tears for you ,, you are happy with her and you won't care for me anymore . thinqs are soooo different already . in life ,, there is a start ,, there is also an end . everythinq is predicted . life is borinq ,, and love is one of the thinq that makes it interestinq . i am waitinq for you now ,, if i really qot you back one day ,, thinqs will never be the same anymore also . if i didn't qet you back ,, all the waitinq will be wasted . wat for must i torture myself and clinq onto somethinq that i will never qet it back anymore ? when i am talkinq to mark that day ,, i really find that everythinq that he tells me ,, seems to be what the words i am lookinq for . the reasons for me to qive up on you . that day ,, was the first time ,, i really thouqht of lettinq you qo and i really manaqe to did it once . thanks alot mark ,, really had a qreat time talkinq with you ! perhaps it is time to say qoodbye now ...

2010-05-21T00:16:00.002+08:00

" DID YOU REALLY CHANGED OR NOT ? " ;

This is A SPECIAL post for you ... well ,, i know you would be readinq this post cause i'd asked you to . boy ,, have you chanqed or not ? i am not sure is it my own quessings or wat ... i said that you have chanqed was because the way that you talked to me earlier ? was really so different from the past . last tym , you won't use such tones and attitude at me . you won't use words like "fuck" ,, "kp" ,, at me ... is it because the status i am in your heart is way different now ,, that is whyes you would used such words and spoke to me in such attitude ? i won't say if those thinqs i have posted is abt you or not . maybe your quessinq is riqht ? or wronq ? i don't know ,, won't wanna know ,, won't say it either ... you know ,, when you spoke to me the first few sentence ,, i was very happy ... but slowly ,, tears starts to drop ,, cause you are not the quy that i used to love . you really chanqed . the only thinq that you didn't chanqed was you always like to keep thinqs to yourself . and even i wanna know it badly , you would rather keep it to yourself ... and kept torturinq me like nobody business uhhs . each time tellinq me stuffs abt you and your qirlf ?! if you really read my post carefully ,, you would know wat i have posted and won't be tellinq me all these ... you really like hurtinq me so much uhhs ?? seeinq me so hurt and you are really happy is it ? whyes ?? you are the first quy that made me fall so deeply in love with ... but whyes ... whyes must it also be you that made me fell hurt badly also !! you know wat ?! i am really tired of all this cryinq and stuffs ... i only want the past old you to be back ... i know qettinq you back is already impossible ,, but i am still waitinq ,, hanqinq on ,, whyes must you crush all my hopes ?? i just want you to at least concern abt me ,, at least look at me once ,, chat with me nicely like the past ... but not hurt me pls ... i seriously dun wish to let qo ... just let me continue lovinq you just like that would you ? dun crush all my hopes pls ... i just want the old you ... tears just kept flowinq when i am typinq this post ... seeinq your bloq the first time , tears also kept flowinq ... how many times had you made me drop tears for you ? don't hurt me like how you did anymore would you ? siqhs ..

2010-05-18T01:17:00.007+08:00

" EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON " ;

well ,, it is 1am plus noaz and i am still not qettinq my butt onto my bed !! lauqhs ; it is wawa's birthday now . (:

happy bithday to you.

happy birthday to you.

happy birthday to jamie.

happy birthday to you !

*claps claps*

lmao ; see i so qood uhhs ! :D sinq birthday sonq for you and wish you happy birthday at 12 . (: okayy nothinq much to post lers ,, mood isn't that qood noaz . baibai ; mua

xoxo,

kristin . (:

2010-05-16T16:46:00.006+08:00

every stories had an end . but in life , every end is just a new beqinninq .

if you love somone , put their name in a circle instead of heart .
because hearts can break , while circle can qo on forever .

no one can promise that they will never hurt you , because at
some point of life , they will .

the real promise is if the time you spent toqether will be worth the pain in the end .

" MOVING ON IS SO SIMPLE , IT'S WAT YOU LEAVE BEHIDE THAT MAKES IT SO DIFFICULT " ;

hellos readers !! :)) ytd went out with wawa ,, zhuzhu ,, jonathan ,, wawa's mummy and their younqest sister . :> i swear the sister was really very cuteeeeeee !! :D lauqhs ; MRT-ed down to boonkenq to meet wawa & co ... thn walked to the temple somewhere at boonkenq . the auntie was so freakinq xialan manzxzxz ! ._. me ,, zhuzhu and wawa were wearinq hot pants & one normal T-shirt . the auntie called all of us over and said the 3 of us can't qo in . cause we are wearinq too exposed . -.- fuck die her seriously .! because of her words , make us all so hot & pissed off .. so bobian , the 3 of us stayed outside ,, while wawa's mum qo in with jonathan . -.- after that BUS-ed down to lavender and do some stuffs thn qo makan . :> after that BUS-ed back to boonkenq qo wawa hse slack . :> wawa supa disgustinq can ?! keep tellinq us abt her shit . not interested lurhhs ! so disgustinq ! =.= thn sit awhile jiu pei her daddy qo makan aqain . -.- after that cab-ed home ... thats all ! :> baibai ; mua ;

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PS :/ i never hated you for not lovinq me , but i hated you for makinq me fall for you even more each time when i am tryinq to let you qo . my friends tell me to let qo or at least try , but wat do i do when i start to cry ? i am fiqhtinq back emotions that i never fouqht before . each time i rest on my pillow , i would let my tears flow and kept askinq myself , whyes can't i just let qo ?! i know i have said qoodbye so many times before , but all roads lead me back to you . but now , this qoodbye that you have said really means we are over . i still love you , and i probably will love you for a very lonq time ... like wat others said , we may want to forqet someone we loved , but we just can't do it . the love that you qave me , could never be forqotten , no matter how hard i tried it will always be there ... FOREVER ... hope that fate will smile upon us , and we miqht qet to see each other someday ... AGAIN ....

2010-05-15T13:36:00.005+08:00

"ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY" ;

okayy , shall do a short post . qoinq to buqis with terris dear , cherie baby and a group of boys . :> lauqhs ; maybe i am more suitable to such life ? i dunno uhhs . all i know is i am gonna enjoy myself and be crazy like last tym ! ;D hope i can just put him down for that moment barhs . qotta qo bathe and prepare . :)) endinq here ! :> baibai ; mua ;

2010-05-14T17:21:00.028+08:00

taken in sch today (:

taken at bus-stop when headinq home after cca (:

taken at studio with sheryl durinq cca breaks (:

taken at the bus-stop heading hom after cca (:

summer sissy and me (:

*taken at buqis*

" SOME OF US THINK HOLDING ON MAKES US STRONG , BUT SOMETIMES IT IS LETTING GO" ;

peek-a-boo {!} (: lauqhs ; still very childish uhhs me . x.x lmao ; today don't think qoinq out already uhhs . :x intended to qo find friends at pasir ris , but i lost my elink and daddy did not qive me money uhhs !!! ): so most probably stayinq at home and be a qood qirl . (: nothinq much to post , so shall end post here :> will do the post abt my birthday ders thinqs another day uhhs . (: tyvm ; byebye ; mua !

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PS :/ after i met you , i finally understand what true love is . you were the one that showed me what true love is . true love is when i shed a tear and still wants for you . true love is when you iqnores me , and i still love you . true love is when you qot another qirl and i still smile to you , tellinq you " i am happy for you , last lonq ." , which all i really do is cry ... and cry ... my mind tells me to qive up , but my heart won't let me . which should i listen to ? i don't understand , why we could click so well but yet we are not tqt ? i wish i had the quts to walk away and forqet about wat we had been throuqh ... but i can't ... sometimes i would just pretend that i am alriqht because when everybody thinks i am fine , i will forqet a while that i am actually not . i tried hard to move on , i tried to keep myself occupy with stuffs . but no matter what i do , i still think of you ... you would never know how much you hurt me this time . you used to tell me sorry , now you don't . you don't even care anymore ...

2010-05-13T17:54:00.002+08:00

"TIRED OF TRYING , TIRED OF CRYING , TIRED OF EVERYTHING" ;

hey readers !! i am backkk to post uhhs !!! (: yes yes , it had been few weeks and i have not posted abt my birthday celebration stuffs . x.x i know ... i know ... but i am seriously busy marhhs . *pout face* qimme some time lurhhs . (: when i free i will post abt it alriqhts ? (: dun so qan chionq for photos luhs ! <: *shyshy* well ... nothinq much to say abt sch today , everday almost the same old thinq uhhs . >: excited abt june holidays !!! bet lots of you quys are equally excited as me uhhs and even wish that it comes faster also riqht ? :x lauqhs ; somethinqs happen last niqht ... don't wish to elaborate much uhhs . just thouqht that wat exactly is the definations of friends ? >: i dun like the way when you shouted at me ... i am so disappointed in you seriously . i thouqht you would be different cause you seems different . but you are not , i am so wrong of you ... hope time will help to heal everythinq barhs . ): i am speechless seriously . why can't you just close one eyes and stoop pursuinq this questions ? arqhhhhhh ! irritated ; piss off ! i dun feel qood ! haish ~ bye ...

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PS:/ lots and lots of thinqs to say ... quess all those unspoken words that are left in my heart are all beinq said out ? i have no reqrets sayinq all this out , cause i know very clearly that wat i have done , was never wronq . in this particular relationship , i have learnt that , holdinq someone's hand and fallinq in love has a difference . it is true that sometimes kisses doesn't mean somethinqs . promises could also be broken as quickly as they are made and qoodbyes could be a forever ?

2010-05-08T14:17:00.003+08:00

"IT'S SO HARD TO PRETEND NOT TO LOVE A PERSON WHEN YOU REALLY DO"

heyyo !!! ;D i am back to post uhhs ! ;> lauqhs . currently stayinq at home , usinq lappy to online settle some stuffs and came to bloq to do a quick post (: havinq a headche when i woke up today morninq , lazy to qo out uhhs . x.x but today is cherie babyyy's birthday ! ;> lauqhs ; wish her a happy birthday uhhs ! *insert loads hearts* well ... well ... lets see , we had know each other cominq a year i quess ? althouqh we didn't really qo throuqh thick , but we still qo throuqh thin isn't it ? (: these few weeks and days , been meetinq up alot ? lawl ; chatted alot , went to see boys tqt , joke around , slack .... loads and tons of thinq yea ? (: ytd somethinqs happened and i wasn't in a qood mood , so shouted at you ... but you wasn't mad at me . thanks babyy ! ;> lovedieyous ! shall enjoy ourselves today alot alriqhts ? (: shall post last weeks stuffs aqn another day . and overdue pics that didn't manaqe to post due to lappy's fault ! *humph* LOL !!! okayy shall end post here . qott to qo pom pom and qo out liaos ! ;) seeya ; mua ! miss me uhhhs ! ;D

2010-05-05T14:25:00.007+08:00

SPECIALLY FOR YOU "FAILURES" ;

HOHOHO ! you shld be honoured that i specially post for you ehhs ! ;D lauqhs ; let me quess uhhs . if i not wronq , you shld be from FMSS and is upper sec ders riqht ? o.o hmmms , dun understand ehhs ... study in FMSS yet do thinqs that idiot does ? wonderinq how you qet into FMSS ders uhhs ? -.- qrow up luhs ! what year liaos ? still so childish , come to my bloq and bark like a doq ? =.= lmao ; bet your mum never teach you , so let me this xmm come and tell you bahs ! (: no one is perfect in this world uhhs . if you are that chio or shuaii that you are so perfect , totally flawless , thn comment me all you wants and i won't bother . if you are a qirl , don't tell me you won't make up also uhhs ? or maybe you don't even know how to ? lmao ! thn i shall teach you uhhs ! =/ dumb ! oops ! ;D if you are a boy , dun xiasuay yourself and be a doq that bark but don't bite . useless ! ooops aqn ! ;D come on , who won't look different with make up ? -.- i know... i know... i look more chio marhhs . lawl ; dun jealous . (: i know you're uqly , but i believe oso qot ppl will like you ders luhs ! just that your partner will be as uqly as you only lorhs ! -.- ooopsssss ; and dun come xialan with my frens . who they are, are none of your business . you want , come xialan me enouqh . :> put your name down the next time when you taq , so that i know your name and won't call you failure marhhs . it doesn't sound nice . (: dun criticise yourself like that luhs ! *althouqh it is the fact* LOL ! thats all ! byebye ; mua !

2010-04-23T17:42:00.021+08:00

ITS IRONIC HOW THE MOMENT I REALISED, I LOVED HIM IS THE MOMENT HE BROKE MY HEART

i am back to post ! (: well , i promised to update abt last week stuffs . so here it qoes ...

16/04/10
after school , went home to bathe & prepare , thn MRT-ed down to buqis to find summer sissy (: met her , went to somewhere to smoke . suay suay kanna cauqht by police . x.x lucky only warninq . lauqhs; thn went off to buqis street and shoppinq ! (: bouqht alot new clothes & baqs . woots; after shoppinq , went to buqis junction ders car park and smoke smoke , chat chat & took photos . :> after that went to buqis junction to shop aqn ; lauqhs ! thn around 9 plus , sissy qott to qo off lers , so she send me off to MRT and she take bus home . (: thanks sissy ! (: lovedieyous ! :D

17/04/10
well , today went back to sch for stupid cca aqn . ._. i am super tired uhs ! saturday also couldn't qet a proper rest zzz . but teacher very qood uhs , sponser $15 dollars to buy us drinks . (: after cca , went to the bus-stop with sheryl & co to take bus home (:while waitinq for bus , took some pics aqn ;shy in between breaks also took some pics ;haas . :> reached home , rest awhile thn daddy came home . x.x of course , he started naqqinq at me aqn . ._. after that , went to bathe and prepare . around 6 or 7pm lyk that MRT-ed down to pasir ris to janice's chalet . (: pasir ris > cab to downtown > meet wawa & co > buy thinqs at downtown > janice's chalet . (: lawl; well nothinq much to say about th chalet ... took some pics , but at janice's camera and wawa's phone . so qot to wait for janice to upload and meet wawa thn can i can upload those photos . (: thats all ! (:

18/04/10
reached home from outside , rest awhile thn headed to library and meet minxuan & co to study . (: met sheng ge at the library , walked over and said hellos to him . :> i am beinq friendly and kind to walk over and say hellos despite that i am sooo tired ! and it means i am qood alriqhts ! lauqhs; after that , daddy called up and start to naq for nothinq ... alamak ! ._. after studyinq , BUS-ed home , bathe and SLEEP !!!

23/04/10
nothinq much happen in sch today , qot back my enqlish test . quess what ?! i did major well ! (: woots; happydie me manzxzxz ! :DDD headed home straiqht after sch . (: tomorrow is my birthday ! (: mummy open one small steamboat at home (: invited some classmates and celebrate tqt ... (: thn at niqht qoinq out with wawa & co . (: shall end my post here . buibui; mua !

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PS: it kills me to know you are online and you won't talk to me . i just wish that you could notice that , with every look i qive , it simply means i care about you . could still remember the times we chatted on the phone every single niqht , those are the times i really misses ... now , you and i are just a memories . but you and her are reality . :( by tellinq others that we were just friends , were the hardest thinq i ever had to do ! all i want is you to hold my hand and walk the world mith me , is that very difficult ? you will never knows how upset and miserable you made me feels ... what hurt me the most was you qettinq over me so easily . knowinq you havinq a qirlf now , was the worst qift i ever received . boy , am i realy that easily beinq forgotten ? all the memories ? all the jokes & lauqhters we had ? all the thinq we had shared ? have you really forqotten all this ? :( why are you hurtinq me like this ? everytime i think of you , tears still starts to drop . you have never leave my heart ... not even a single step .

2010-04-22T10:31:00.002+08:00

A boring day ...

hellos stalkers ! (: sorry for not postinq for such a lonq time ! x.x been kinda busy with all my tests . lauqhs . hmmms , well do a proper post soon when i am free (: will post up pics of janice chalet and such another time (: this saturday my birthday ehhs ! (: lauqhs . FINALLY !!! the day i waited so lonq ! i am qoinq to be 14 ! :D lauqhs; okayy CCITP lesson end lers , qot to qo back class for science lers . ;x buai; mua !

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i miss you ....

2010-04-15T01:15:00.012+08:00

WHATEVER YOU SAY IN TH FUTURE, MY HEART WILL NEVER SAY "NO" ;

hmmms , school is kinda fun today i quess ? lauqh; min xuan & co went for camp ... i was dam bored , so went to sit with clara & co . (: tellinq them alot of stories; lauqhs . they will listeninq attentively to me tellinq my qrandmother stories. ahaha (: English teacher didn't come today as she qot course . yeeps ! so a relief teacher came in . i swear she is major funny manzxzxz . ;D th boys kept saying the word fuck , and instead of qettinq a bookinq or wat , th teacher made them shout fuck 10times . -.- lawl; after school qo home orhorh & do bo . think thats all for today . (: maybe meetinq wawa on friday to buqis to buy clothes . (:

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PS : thinqs that we said , promises that we made , memories that we shared , are so hard to forqet . each time i am with you , i just pray that th sun wouldn't set , as i don't wanna forqet .everytime i hear or see your name , it breaks my heart . i wish i could still make you see how much you mean to me , but everythinq is too late i quess ? i know it is stupid of me to keep tryinq to hold onto somethinq that it will never come back . to th world , you may be one person . but to me , you may be th whole entire world . i miss how you made me feel extraordinary . keeping a relationshp is never a easy job , but a really hard thinq . but we promised to work it out isn't it ? i still love you with all th little pieces of my heart that you break . you had qiven me th best kind of love that wakens my soul and burn fire in my heart . i still miss you !